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You see it through my eyes
Rapping turned my gloomy days to some sunny skies
I sat back in deep thought then I started to realize
The fake hidden in what's real so they'll play a disguise

Just talked to god like why all these problems?
He replied Denzel just open up son and I'll solve em
It's kinda hard to explain cause it's so much on my noggin
I'm sorry God but these problems turned me into a alcoholic

I try to numb the pain but I can't shake it
Running from my demons I can't escape it
If it's genuinely real s*** you ain't got to chase it
Trying to find my lane trying to find my placement
House was nasty the bottom floor I lived in the basement

You gotta be mentally strong to make it out here
Anxiety depression never thought it would live here
Have you ever cried alone hoping someone would hear?
It ain't gone do me no good cause ain't nobody catching my tears

Buckets filled with water and salt my life ain't been sweet
Donated plasma a thousand times to get some to eat
Felt like a bum at my lowest I didn't have a place to sleep
Because of his amazing grace he got me right on my feet

Forever grateful to still be here storms made me cry
Suicidal thoughts I used to wonder what if I died
If someone asked if I was okay 'laugh' I usually lied
One of the hardest things I've done is let go of pride

Found out that you'll get hurt the worst when you're open
Destined for greatness been through a lot so I was chosen
You can see the hurt in my face it's really easy to notice
Tunnel vision can't get distracted I just gotta stay focused

You see it through my eyes
Rapping turned my gloomy days to some sunny skies
I sat back in deep thought then I started to realize
The fake hidden in what's real so they'll play a disguise

Potluck was one of my favorite past times eating & laughing
Doing what I'm suppose to do ain't nobody cheering or clapping
How I learn how to be a man without a dad it's kinda magic
When my grandad died I cried so fucking hard it really was tragic

On every Saturday he'd pick me up we'd go eat and shop
This particular Saturday though we went to a pawn shop
We walked in heard two women talking so I eavesdrop
They was saying that mane clean and he slicker than a raindrop

I miss those days I hate that Mr. Jones had me spoiled
He used to buy me stuff at the store and she would go for 4
Im get me a 4 for 4 at Wendy's I was greedy
My momma told me Denzel you gotta stop being needy
You gotta get off your a** and gone work hard and get what you deserve
I would tell myself that I'm just a part of this earth
God put me here yeah to do all this work
So I can gone be blessed yeah and just lift up her skirt

Nah I ain't looking at no women look I'm on a mission
I honestly feel like I got some people wanna listen
To what I got to say
It's music it's been therapy
Look at what they did to me
Momma no no no understand she wasn't  feeling me

You see it through my eyes
I'm tired of crying
My momma don't know that I been dying inside
Look at this stuff that I been through in time
I just look up to God and he got me on a different grind

But god got me here for a purpose
I just know that I'm worth it
Started growing my beard I had women flirting
They like Denzel come here and they coming back to back like they written in cursive
Met a lot of good women but they was just good on the surface

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