Reminiscing

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Shaadji, Adji & Rashaad Justice

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I remember cold nights
Looking for a purpose
Hoping I'm not worthless
I remember those nights
It sucked and left me hurting
Wondered if I'd be alright
Growing up it left me searching
For an answer, left me damaged
Now I'm anxious and just nervous
14 year old adji he ain't even touch the surface and that's word to mother
Feeling like I'm nothing that feeling would always smother
Me, wish that I can do something
But my emotions just plummet
So my feelings would plunder
Getting sick to my stomach when I look into the mirror
I can see all my flaws while my soul it just withers
While I'm talking to god, like j cole a born sinner
I would give it a minute so I collect my endeavors
Hoping I don't end up bitter
While I look at my pictures
Ashamed of myself
When I don't ask for help
Cage match with myself
Hell in a cell
Memory lane will I ever get better
Only time it will tell
Aye
Nothing personal guys
Sorry darling I can't get my soul right
Drowning in my own vice
Momma walked in cold nights
With me and my brother as we hold tight
To be ungrateful would be bold right?
Living life in no lights
Darkness in the room where I compose rhymes
My only focus was on scoring dome with closed eyes
I ain't got no grasp on self control my health and told lies
Wasting my potential I been blinded by my foresight
Uh
People trying a root against me yo
Matchmaking for a CO
They ain't never gave a motherfuck
About the man I'm tryna be so
Me and adji got ourselves a bond in god's casino
Tell em it's the dream exhibit
Haters yelling we know
So they can come and veto all the c notes
F*ck the money keep it real
All the greatness I'm achieving
For the days we had no meals
Self love is still the key for
Reminiscing days that would just make me feel a way
Try to keep it pushing so difference would be okay
Maybe I'll just peel away
King of death won't kneel today
I'ma keep it under just so y'all can never feel for me
Maybe it'll be okay
Maybe it'll be okay
Maybe it'll be okay
So they thinking that I got too much money for ramen noodles
Lemme guess, you ain't got a kitchen with adji do you?
Lemme guess, you ain't got a clique up in Yonkers hooligans
To rep, f*ck the hate and the problems you gotta do you
Cause you're blessed
With the mind and the thoughts that are brought on to you
In the end all you got is your heart and your honor to lose
So one day when we're out to lunch
All my dogs gon buy the business
Got a hella lotta time for making up
Cheers

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