Starvin'

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Nigga I done seen some cold nights
Looking for somebody I could hold tight
Sleeping in the whip, the shit I went through on my own right?
Darkness in the tunnel so I had to be my own light
Told myself stop trying to look for backup this my own fight
Shawty getting worried, think I'll get "snatched up"
Fallen many times, I didn't think I'd get back up
People that I love been switching up and boy that shit jacked up
I stressed my moms so I had to get my shit packed up
Ask to talk about my life a little bit, I'm glad to
Fighting through depression it's not something that just passed through
Went through so much trauma, grew up faster than I had to
Angel in my corner, I was straight because I had you
I'm talking bout I'm down and out, I looked and you were there and that's for certain uh
Made me feel like I could be myself without the curtains uh
Had me happy, ducked off from the social, bitches lurking uh
Times were getting hard but it was you so it was worth it uh
Tell me how the f*ck am I supposed to chase my dreams,
But I can't een get support from the niggas in the city?
And try to understand me, don't just think I'm being mean,
But unless it's friends and family, who I got that's fuckin with me?
It's crazy cause these days nobody got you like they say they do
So you just gotta thug it out and get it all alone
I promise they gone think I'm selfish when I end up winning
They won't with me through the grind, I'll take my trophies on my own, and then I'm gone
Know these niggas won't me gone, I don't think I'm finished just yet
Praying that I fail but I keep winning so they upset
I been starving for my dreams, eating like I ain't had lunch yet
These niggas in they feelings cause they seeing that I'm up next
I been grinding for so long and I done been through many battles
So I really can't give up I'm at the ending of the road
Man you know how this goes
Not grinding for myself but for my niggas
So I don't got any option to fold til all my niggas alright
And that's the truth and boy I mean it
Show me any obstacle I promise I done seen it
I'd tell you bout my trauma and I bet you won't believe it
I lost my mind a couple times before but I retrieved it
These niggas really grind and get a bag and spend it all on them self
But I want mine so I can bless the ones who stayed here to help
Gotta give back to the all the ones who checked on my mental health
Wouldn't feel right making all that money and go cop me a belt
I still think, about those times where I was so insecure and couldn't even take the pride in my name
Or days where I would come to school with tears up in my eyes and people thought that I was faking and start calling me lame
Shit i'm just keeping shit a hunnit promise I don't need your sympathy
Cause now I know I'm running circles round these niggas mentally
Circle full of niggas just like me, we thinking differently
Not flexing but that's probably why these bitches wanna get with me
Don't tell yourself you know me now cause I just told the history
Cause I don't know myself, I'm learning my identity
I'm sorry to my loved ones, I'll probably open up eventually
I'm learning day by day that I can be the goat potentially, start listening uh
In life I've taken many L's
I've probably taken more than people probably ever seen
I looked up in the mirror i was staring at a dummy cause he really let some people stop his grind to reach his dreams
the f*ck you mean?
Know these niggas won't me gone, I don't think I'm finished just yet
Praying that I fail but I keep winning so they upset
I been starving for my dreams, eating like I ain't had lunch yet
These niggas in they feelings cause they seeing that I'm up next
I been grinding for so long and I done been through many battles
So I really can't give up I'm at the ending of the road
Man you know how this goes
Not grinding for myself but for my niggas, so I don't got any option to fold til all my niggas alright
Yeah yeah
Til all my niggas alright
Yeah
Til all my niggas alright (aye)

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