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Niar Nevar

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As a writer
There comes a time
When you start to cry
Just thinking about one line
And I,
Cant say exactly how I feel
It's like the thoughts inside my head have started not being so clear
And you,
You always kept your head up
I always envied you for staying strong when times are getting tough
But at the end I watched you fall apart
You said you'd had enough
I'm sorry I'll hang up the phone now
See you in a couple months
I fucked up
No I'm serious I did
And my mistakes are chasing me down at this moment with my sin
Apologies aren't shit at this point
I wont say it
You're way across the country
But I still wish you the greatest
Mom was right when she said that we gotta stick together
I'm tryna play this cool
But really I'm under the weather
Now that you're gone I
See past all coming back together
I miss you here
But I know where youre at it's way better
I want to cry but theres no more tears left
I know you wanted this so tell me what do you suggest
How do I fill up this new hole deep inside my chest
Where do I find a replacement for a best friend
I would do fucking anything for you
I know you felt the lack of love I'm sorry homie I did too
I wish I didn't miss my opportunity to fix our issues
I wish you ain't have to see me get so caught up in my use
I know what its like to feel so mother fucking stuck
You try to open doors to freedom
But none of them will budge
It's like no one even listens bout the pain thats developed
Then they get pissed when I refuse to take their antidepressants
A while back I dropped a song called it priorities
I've left a track of footprints, please dont follow me
Since then a lot of changes have been made
I passed a drug test,
And didn't miss a single soccer game
You also moved away
Man I swear to fucking god it feels like yesterday
We were riding bikes and sleeping out at grandmas place
Saying f*ck the world
Cuz what we got right here is great
Whenever you need someone to talk to
You come to me cuz I ain't ever gon judge you
Thats whats brothers are for and I'll always catch you
If youre falling I'm all that you gon break through
I could stare you in the eye and tell that you still felt alone
You been going through a lot and act like no one even knows
I dont live life in the dark but we both living in the shadows
It's been raining for a while I dont see no fucking rainbow
I cant help the feeling this is all my fault
You say it isn't but I think about the lines I crossed
The drugs I bought
Addiction and what it all cost
The things dad taught
Where I got caught
Where I gave up
I prayed to god I would never have to say good bye
I said good bye and cried and
Let the pain intensify
They ask me why I dont see Jesus living in the sky
Cuz if he was then wouldn't we both be reunified
I know you fucking get it
I done fucked up I admit it
It's the past and I cant change it
Time I'm sad is just time wasted
Don't be pissed off when I'm famous
I'm gon comeback from the hatred
I'm gon take away the things they took away and violated
Okay you got so much going for you
Don't give into shit
You got it in you
Go and push those limits
Be what you predict
I know life can drive you in a ditch
And open wounds you stitched
Don't lose hope I promise it ain't irreversible damage
Living in a house of chaos but still so alone
I know sometimes
I'm too high to even pick up the telephone
You wanna prosper wanna do things on your own
I wanna let this go cant let it go
I can't let it go
Mother fucker you're down god damn near in Mexico
Chasing dreams not chasing drugs to go incognito
Just dont follow in my foot steps amigo
I see a smile from you now like I ain't ever seen
You're far away but imma always be on your team
You shouldn't have to go through all of this at thirteen
Screaming help but all your emotions were over seen
My path ain't your path
And my past is all ash
You look through dirty glass
See big brother relapse
Don't follow in my tracks
Don't roll up those zig zags
Live life with no regrets
We're distant but best friends
I love you dont forget that
I know I'll find a way to adapt
I know I get too fucking attached
But homie you made such an impact

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