Hindsight 2020

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F*ck what you said and f*ck what you heard
I thrive off adversity, watch and observe
Stick to the goal no I don't get deterred
So all that I got best believe it's deserved
Wizard with words it's so fucking absurd
How I twist up the meanings and write down a verse
This beat sound so godly you'd play it in church
While you next to the priest with his hand up your skirt
Flow unconventional, brain like a vegetable
Saying whatever I want like I'm next to go
Switch up my cadence cause I'm three dimensional
Piece these bars up how I want like a sectional
So unacceptable how I dissect a flow
Daily routine probably sounds like a festival
Take a dab, text ya girl, then eat an edible
Everything's flexible except for my schedule
You know I'm busy I'm working
I'm trying to better myself as a person

Pull back the curtains, it's time that I take what I'm earning
And this time I mean it for certain
I ain't playing games, a scrimmage ain't worth it
I'm 23 and I ain't knicked the surface
Put out three tapes but it just wasn't working
Now I got my foot on they neck's til it's hurting
Please don't tell me to be patient, the last thing I'm doing is waiting
Play me in rotation at radio stations cause every song that I be on is a statement
Come on let's face it I'm one of the greatest
You can't stand beside me, not even adjacent
I'm in my own lane so I set the pace 
And they talk so much shit they don't get constipated
I smoke a lot that don't mean that I'm lazy
I been up three days, you can't phase me
The way that they praise me you'd think I was Shady or Jay-Z, my ex's would just say I'm crazy

Out of my mind, so how is it racing
Write a whole song then go back and erase it
Arrived on this planet and damnit I hate it
Hopped out my car and got into a spaceship
I spent the whole year tryna cope with anxiety
That made me drink more but quietly
Look at the irony, battling my problems privately
Can't trust the people beside of me
Looking em dead in the eye watch em lie to me
I brush it off but don't forget entirely
You got a motive and I see it finally
These are my friends, I ain't mentioned my rivalries yet
But wait, baby don't fret, I'm feeling great like I'm better than best
The last couple months I spent sober and stressed
I just kept to myself and focused on what's next
Can't lie that my mental health's probably a mess
Cause I barely go out and I barely get rest
I'm probably gon work myself straight to my death
But I'm working on me and I'm getting obsessed, oh yes

Aw man, what a year in my hindsight
2020 Vision, this year is my time right
Might go all out have a wild night
Wake up thankful for my life like
Aw man, what a year in my hindsight
2020 Vision, had to let go of the high life
More losses, less wins, alright
My mistakes kept me up all night

It's funny how I ain't dropped a song in a year
But compared to my peers got a better career
Spit the truth out my mouth, thought of getting veneers
To get straight to the point, sick of telling you here
My bars go over their heads like a chandelier
Might have to break them down because they begged in fear
These dudes are getting weird, think it's the percs and beer
That's got em acting up and makes the truth appear
But nah
I ain't taking that shit
I fall asleep then awake with a chick
Escape in the morning, can't stay at her crib
Cause the last time I did I regretted it quick
I'm pissed at myself cause I have this rehearsed
Give too much respect but get none in return
It's always my fault, I give what isn't earned
But I just move forward, you live and you learn
Thought it was set in stone, really you never know
When they might change and use you like a stepping stone
Stepping back, getting stoned, trying to let it go
But here I am bout to spit a confessional

It's fucking disgusting to see what they'd do for attention, intentionally to say f*ck you
Wild'n on Twitter and talking a mess like it's quirky or cute to get run through
No self respect, it's just validation they're chasing so go find somebody to run to
Taken down harder than Nate Robinson in the ring 
When a YouTuber gave him that one-two
I'm in my personal bag like a purse is my bag, so lemme hop out of my Birkin
I'm sure I'll know when a few of you hear this
But don't hit me up cause I'll probably curve it
Done being humble cause I put the work in, talking my shit and I know that it's working
I speak the truth but a lot of them won't, I don't tell lies in each one of my verses
I'm perpetrating all these persons on purpose
If you ain't me then you probably worthless
I'm on their year end, ain't dropped in a year
My catalog's just that immersive
You remember me
I'm the groundbreaking one who emerged with a curse that could shatter the earth
I got the remedy up in the works, record on the low but can't silence my worth
Ain't nobody out there raps better than me, I'm doubling down and I'm marking my words
My new album's crazy, I thank y'all who waited
It's time they stop sleeping on me that's for sure

Aw man, what a year in my hindsight
2020 Vision, this year is my time right
Might go all out have a wild night
Wake up thankful for my life like
Aw man, what a year in my hindsight
2020 Vision, had to let go of the high life
More losses, less wins, alright
My mistakes kept me up all night

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