I Don't Feel Alive

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Robert Alexander II

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Hardest thing I ever had to do was look in the mirror
And see what is really wrong 
Its ok not to be ok 
But its never ok to not wanna be alive 
I get it I understand 
But you feel like no one is there with you 
What you don't see is behind the scenes 
A group a people fighting for you with people just you 
But no one can help you if you don't speak up
This is for those thinking they ain't worth a cent 
But value isn't determined by who wants you 
Its about you wanting yourself 
Your self worth is worth more than what anyone could give or take 
The biggest mistake is everyone else noticing what's wrong 
And they don't speak up and they don't ask questions 
Soon enough shit is gonna happen 
And you gonna regret not doing nothing about it 

I live day by day with his condition 
Yet no one wants to talk about it 
No they act like everything is ok 
You know what I've been through 
I'm tired I'm tired of 
Of this of this
I know that I'm alive 
But it don't really feel like I'm alive alive 
Don't feel like I'm alive 
Don't feel like I'm alive 

Damn I just heard on the news 
Another mass shooting happened at a high school
A teen with a fully auto spraying 
While kids in the bathroom of the high school start praying 
Its hard for me to even say it
I just don't get it 
At the end the kid turns the gun on himself 
Thinking this is the best way to end my life
I did something horrible out of revenge and rage 
Now I think its only fair that I end myself
No one cared about me anyways 
So I'll leave people to wonder why I did what I did 
One shot to the dome 
And now its all over
Media makes it more dramatic pointin fingers 
Only wanting to capture the worst in people 
They persuasive in the worst ways
Haven't you ever wondered why you only see negativity on the tv screen 
Makes you wonder how brainwashed we really are 
So again I revert to the man in the mirror 
We all gotta change 
Take a look again 

I live day by day with his condition 
Yet no one wants to talk about it 
No they act like everything is ok 
You know what I've been through 
I'm tired I'm tired of 
Of this of this
I know that I'm alive 
But it don't really feel like I'm alive alive 
Don't feel like I'm alive 
Don't feel like I'm alive 

I know its a touchy subject 
But someones gotta speak up on it 
Gotta catch the sign early on 
Before hell breaks lose 
Even if you feeling like something is wrong 
Don't go to the noose 
Reach out to whoever makes you feel safe 
There's even a hotline to help you in your case
There's an abundance of people in your position in your shoes 
You not alone 
You ain't the only who is going down this road 
Whether you feel like doing something to someone else or even yourself 
There's always a way out of it 
Everyones upbringing is different 
But why does it always have to come down to the same topic 
Its always the same ending 
No matter how hard its been you made it this far 
And you can make it farther than you can ever imagine 

Why
Why do I feel this way 
I know that I'm not ok 
I wanna feel like I'm worth everything 
Can you help me please 
Can you help me please
I wanna be ok 
I will be ok

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