Not Happy

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Can see it deep in your eyes
How you starting to despise me
And everything that I do
Sorry I was not good for you
Once called me perfect
Back then I was worth it
Then came the shitty fights
Look how the tables be turning
So much for love tonight

Remember all those times at work
Just sat and cuddled in the back
Now I lying in the dirt
Wondering what the f*ck I lack
Used to see you smile whenever we would sit and talk
Playin Minecraft through the night
Now it's just a distant thought

Dragging through the motions
Downing bottles like magic potions
In love with you for 2 years
Drinking with all of these tears
Don't know how much I miss you
How much of my love is true
Broke my heart when I said goodbye
You are the love of my life

Fake this smile day by day
I don't even know what to say
Wanna beg for you back
Baby, I promise that's a fact
Happiness no longer here
Eyes watery so nothing's clear 
Wanna never let you go after everything I was shown

Like NF said
"I know we said we could be friends"
Baby girl, I quote again
"I can no longer play pretend"
Haven't been myself since you left
Heart ripped out of my chest
Wishing you the very best in life without me
I'm depressed

Dragging through the motions
Don't even know where I'm going
In love with you for 2 years
God please just let me disappear
Missing you
Constantly 
But do you ever miss me
I have been crying like a bitch
Can't take you leaving

These days I'm chilling on my porch 
With my little hand torch
Sparking up this damn blunt
To forget and just become slumped
Keep staring at the sky
Making music
Blunt in hand 
Like a bird I wanna fly
Screaming and crying
God why

Been about a month since you left us in the dust
Healing slowly everyday still wishing you just stayed
I said goodbye a few days ago
Looking like a fool while I hold
On to something you don't want
Not happy anymore but it's a start

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