April 29th Early Morning Thoughts (Hidden Beauty Outro)

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I'm writing this while the birds chirp cause I can not fall asleep
So instead I'll write another word while I'm listening to these beats
I think I found another girl and she might be right for me
Just talked to her four hours ago and then saw her inside of my dreams
Put my face on the pillow where I drooled and grit my teeth
That was accidental but sometimes I feel the same about me
And I'm not talkin' sexual but in a sense of just being
And that's as good of a start as you'll probably ever hear
The rain hitting my window
Reminds me of the times when I'd lay wide-eyed
Thinking of the endnotes
And getting really high can't think of infinite demise
Drownin' in my sorrow used to hope for no tomorrow
Grounded in my morrow by the chains that were borrowed
Astounded or was coward when the devil handed power
Frownin' in the gallow I was hanging by the sour
One evening took a bite of the apple
I had thoughts that I never had
I began to resent the past
Follow a few different paths
See how long each one will last
But I was wrong
In the end they all lead to the same outcome
Disappointment
Dissatisfaction
I'm never happy with myself no matter what could ever happen
But at least I'm bein' productive instead of sitting around fappin'
I'm actually talkin' to a girl and I'm in love with her laughter (I'm talking to a girl and I'm in Love)
At least that's what I said last night after she said it first
And it slipped out of my mouth with no effort just like a curse
That's the first time I've heard that in like
Ever
Damn
I'm writing this while the birds chirp cause I can not fall asleep
So instead I'll write another word while I'm listening to these beats
I think I found another girl and she might be right for me
Just talked to her four hours ago and then saw her inside of my dreams
Put my face on the pillow where I drooled and grit my teeth
That was accidental but sometimes I feel the same about me
And I'm not talkin' sexual but in a sense of just being
And that's as good of a start as you'll probably ever hear
One more verse to go out strong
One more verse to do right
But at this point I'm scared that I can't replicate what I write
Or the content I create
In the songs that I recite
In the albums that I put out
I feel so put down
By this point in time the birds have stopped singing
The rain is done pinging
The sun is bringing life to the sky
And in that a new meaning
But the thoughts will still stay in the back of my mind
As I hear my family walk around and start to rise
Now I can distract myself with what I do in daily life
Xbox home school and going outside
But not too far because that's unhealthy I have to stay inside
I just miss the people I love and I think I wanna die
But I don't slit my wrists
But I don't burn my skins
And I don't poke my veins
And I don't gauge my bliss
But I count my far sins
There's beauty in darkness
There's beauty in her kiss
There's beauty in all of this
There's beauty in all of it
There's beauty in all of it
There's beauty in all of it

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