Bedroom Walls

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CarterK

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I wake up
I look around me
I stay up
Four walls surrounding
And they know
My heart is pounding
If they talked
They would be shouting
Shouting in my head
Jumping on my bed
Clinging to my blanket
Holding on a thread
Cause I’m afraid the floors will open up and I’ll fall down
Falling for eternity, I’d never hit the ground
These four walls know everything about me
Abusing their authority, while I’m looking for privacy
These four walls love mocking my anxiety
Exposing all my flaws just to watch me lay down in defeat
If you were my bedroom walls
You would be afraid of the choices that I make
If you were my bedroom walls
You would be ashamed by the pictures that I take
If you were my bedroom walls
You would see me rage as I scribble on the shades
If you were my bedroom walls
You would see me pray for the pain to go away
If you were my
Lover
You’d be scared of me, cause I’m an effed up mess with anxiety
In a society full of tragedies and I feel the devils hands as he’s dragging me
Deeper
Into my sheets
Pillow on top, getting harder to breathe
Fighting for air like I fight for relief
Nightmares invading the walls to my dreams
Then I wake up
With sweat on my head
Anger within me starts shaking the bed
And these walls around me, they start turning red
Cause me and you both know they wish I were dead
Oh I need to get out
Need to leave now
Need to find someone I can’t live without
Need to make calls
What’s the protocol?
I am escaping these bedroom walls
These four walls know everything about me
Abusing their authority, while I’m looking for privacy
These four walls love mocking my anxiety
Exposing all my flaws just to watch me lay down in defeat
If you were my bedroom walls
You would be terrified
I would be mortified
I wanna take my life
Not talking suicide
More like take back what’s mine
Chains can not keep me tied
I will arise
Into the sky
Breaking the ceiling and feeling this feeling that I can’t recall
Feeling at all
In the bedroom walls
Every day I feel like I fall deeper and deeper in debt to these walls
Like I owe them something
They know everything about me
And they use that against me
It’s like they’ll always be there
Haunting me
No matter where I am

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