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Oh my mind sick, oh my mind sick
Roll the time back
Time tick, let the time tick
While the bodies stack
Find me, come and find me
In the haystack
A needle, little prick shit
In a garbage bag
Oh my mind sick, oh my mind sick
Roll the time back
Time tick, let the time tick
While the bodies stack
Find me, come and find me
In the haystack
A needle, little prick shit
In a garbage bag
You told me that things would be fine
And that was all just a big lie
I can't believe that I believed you
Cuz my spirit told me to leave you
You started to act like a criminal
Telling me things that weren't livable
Showing me things, I was little
You showed me how to roll a joint
Embarrassed the hell outta me and my brothers
Smuggling dope and abusing my mother
Calling me faggot and stabbing yourself
Flashing what money, we never had wealth
We were all starving and not in good health
Showing me pornos when I was just six
I can't believe that you called her a bitch
I used to think it was okay to snitch
Then you told me if I snitched, that was it
I couldn't say anything to the cops
I couldn't say anything to my pops
I was the only one able to know
That this was wrong and, my dad had to go
Two years go by and its been worse
Now the whole family was just getting hurt
And it's abuse, mental and physical
He didn't care about us
My brother got burned with a spoon
He just kept beating my ass
And he cut my mom with a knife
He almost drowned my lil brother one night
He told me my brother would fight
I knew this nigga was lying
My mother sent his ass to jail
Then he, got out with no bail
Followed a road to our house
Then he just kicked down the door
Came into me and my brothers' room
He said that he loved us
Said he would take a lil bath with my mother
Then they both went to their room
At this point I had a clue
This wasn't anything new
But then again what could I do
Then again, what would you do
I heard some noises and screaming
And I heard the landlord too
Ten minutes later it got worse
This wasn't just a converse
Five minutes later my stepdad walks into the room
With blood on his chest
He had a knife in his hand
Paces the room while stabbing himself
Jumps out the window and runs from the cops
Slits his own throat before he gets stopped
And I see cops barge in with their Glocks
I tell my brothers to just go and hide
But there was no place for them to hide
We slept on our mattresses right on the floor
Bitch, yeah that was the norm
But that wasn't all of the storm
The cops pull me away from my brothers and ask of my mother
I told them that she was with my dad
Then all I hear is, "we can't"
"But sir, the landlord said the boy has to know"
"Sorry kid your mother was murdered"
I couldn't believe what I heard
He said she was stabbed bout forty four times
Then thrown downstairs with the mice
How could this happen in life
How could this happen tonight
Now I see clearly through smoke
Now I see clearly through most
I think about this everyday
My mother will always be here
My sense will always be woke
Don't fucking say a word, you'll get choked
Oh my mind sick, oh my mind sick
Roll the time back
Time tick, let the time tick
While the bodies stack
Find me, come and find me
In the haystack
A needle, little prick shit
In a garbage bag
Oh my mind sick, oh my mind sick
Roll the time back
Time tick, let the time tick
While the bodies stack
Find me, come and find me
In the haystack
A needle, little prick shit
In a garbage bag

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