Six Whole Months

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Dan Bauer

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And so it's been, yeah, it's been six whole months
Just being sad, being sad, being sad
And it's tough, oh, sometimes even waking up
Or going to bed when all you can think is what you could have had
Had

Spent a dozen years, oh, moth to light
Center stage, they all know your name. Was sure I was right
That that's what life's about, yeah, but I was wrong, wrong, wrong
Ain't I really smart? 'Cause that was really dumb, and so you moved on
And for a half a year since then it's been bliss 
Or maybe hospital trips, therapists, and the whole summer skipped
But I swear I tried, even went to the beach and Canobie Lake
Cried on the drive home both times, it was more than I could take
And it hit me like a ton of bricks
In the chest where the heart, turns out, it sits
That you ain't hot shit
When you can't stop taking hits, hits, hits
And you're the middle kid
But call your little brother, make him worried sick
'Cause you bought a gun, then stole another one
And I'm hoping like hell that now those days are done

Way, way, way away from here
Way, way, way away from here, oh
Way, way, way away from here
Way, way, way away
Stare all night at my phone
To feel less alone
Less at home and more
Way, way, way away from here
Way, way, way away from here, oh
Way, way, way away from here
Way, way, way away
It's where I gotta go
You say I'll never grow
Maybe so, but all I know
Is that 

Suddenly I'm about
Picking up shifts instead of calling out
And when the junk food hits my mouth
That's a minute or two when I'm out
Of touch 
With everything that's just too much
Hey
Swiping every face on this app
3 o'clock, taking a nap
Pointless videos 'til I crash
Not even ones that make me laugh
They don't make me anything
Oh, they could be anything
Just as long as it's 

Way, way, way away from here
Way, way, way away from here, oh
Way, way, way away from here
Way, way, way away
Might even pack some bags
Move a flight away
Anything but trying to hear 'em when they say

To let it go
Let it go
Let it go
Well, I tried, I've tried, I've tried
They say you never know
You never know
You never know
Who's next in your life, your life, your life
But I met my soul
I met my soul
Met my soul's mate
Then it died, it died, it died
So let it go? Nah, you ain't credible
Pass the edibles, let's get high
High, 'cause when I'm awake
What am I missing anyway
Anyway? Oh my God, I think

These are the days, yeah these are the days that I
These are the days, yeah these are the days that I
These are the days, yeah these are the days that I
Almost pulled the trigger on and left behind

And I was so busy writing wills and losing mine
Life blowing my mind to the point where I almost blew my mind
Still I tried, and, oh, by summer's end
Looking back, I was faced with a shot at love again
I cooked for her with just an apron on, feel like I was ready now
Heart still healing but I gave it away anyhow
We saw hot air balloons and she made food shopping fun
Was almost there but then it all went up in helium
'Cause I didn't see that

These were the days, yeah these were the days that I
These were the days, yeah these were the days that I
These were the days, yeah these were the days that I
Was overdue, can I be over you and just
Flip a switch and make it true

Make it true, oooh
Make it true, oooh
Make it true, oooh ooh
Make it true, oooh
Make it true, oooh ooh
Make it true, oooh
Make it true, oooh oooh ooh
Make it true, oooh
Make it true, oooh ooh
Make it true, oooh
Make it true, oooh oooh ooh
Make it true, oooh
Make it true, oooh ooh
Make it true, oooh
Make it true, oooh oooh oooh
Make it true, oooh
Make it true, oooh ooh
'Cause what do you do
When do you when it's been a half a fucking year
And all you do is try but you can't make it anywhere
Anywhere that's

Way, way, way away from here
Way, way, way away from here, oh
Way, way, way away from here
Way, way, way away
Oh, I've overstayed
What wasn't welcome anyway
Hey

It's just another night in doubt, sitting on the couch
Scared of going out, worrying about
What I'm gonna wear, if I'll see you there
What's it matter anyway? I see everywhere I go. Go
Even though you're just a ghost, ghost, ghost, ghooooost
Meet another girl, plan to see the world
Make her toes curl, then get drunk and hurl
Puke up the gin, thoughts I kept in
Do comparisons 'til I'm alone again
Alone and fucking broke, 'cause I broke
Lost thirty pounds then gained it back just to cope. Cope

When is it enough
When is it enough
When is it enough
When is it enough
When is it enough
When is it enough
When is it enough
When is it enough
You'd think I'd think so long ago
But it's been a full, full, full, fuuuuuulllll

Oh, it's been, yeah, it's been six whole months
Just being sad, being sad, being sad
And, if nothing else, I've learned there's probably another six ahead
Maybe many more, so the ones that's been, they gotta end
And I gotta say that now those days are done

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