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Christian Ramos

Christian Guillermo Martín Ramos Garagay (born 4 November 1988), known as Christian Ramos, is a Peruvian footballer who plays for César Vallejo and the Peru national team as a centre back.In May 2018, he was named in Peru's provisional 24 man squad for the 2018 World Cup in Russia. more »

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Yo, yo, yo, yo
If I told you my story
You'd probably laugh at me
I been pushed to the side
More times than a bad habit
Since I was younger I couldn't Bring myself up to speak
So I sat back and acted like
The shit ain't bother me
But deep inside
In my heart and my soul
I couldn't stand it
Couldn't bear it
Man I felt so alone
I was a shy kid
All I wanted was to be seen
By somebody, anybody
That was my only dream
I know it sounds pathetic
But put yourself in my shoes
Crying out for attention
But no one notices you
And the only time they look
For you is so they could vent
Then expect you to comfort
Them and console 'em and shit
But they would never notice
Deep down, I feel like I'm dying
All the time that I spent
In my room, all alone crying
Pick myself up
I gotta keep it together
If I don't weather the storm
Who's gonna storm the Weather
Sometimes it feels like I'm
Holding the whole world
On my shoulders
And if I let it go then the
Whole world will be over
Everyone's counting on me
To keep up this persona
But if I'm pushed any further
I may lose my composure
Look
I been called a pushover so
Many days
I began to answer to the shit
Like it was my name
But understand, in my mind
If I spoke I would change the
Dynamics of the friendships
I worked so hard to gain
So I'd avoid confrontation
For fear of the mayhem
I would cause if my jaws
Start obliterating
Backed up as shit
Like cum in a dick
The way that would spray out
Who wouldn't get hit
So I keep it inside
And my heart starts racing
But to everyone else
I just come of patient
In reality my soul's
Living in hell, inside the cell of My mind, no one can ever find
Is it too late to change?
Am I just stuck in my ways?
Feel like I buried myself
Under a world of pain
I'm responsible for the feelings
I'm holding below
I just hope I don't cause chaos
If I bring them afloat
Sometimes it feels like I'm
Holding the whole world
On my shoulders
(Whole world
On my shoulders)
And if I let it go then the
Whole world will be over
(Whole world will be over)
Everyone's counting on me
To keep up this persona
(Keep up this persona)
But if I'm pushed any further
I may lose my composure
(I may lose my composure)
All the pain it's causing me
To keep inside my energy
Took me way too long to see
But it's time to face reality
All the people that I hurt
Understand that
This ain't personal
Please accept my apology
But it's time for me
To live for me
Sometimes it feels like I'm
Holding the whole world
On my shoulders
(Whole world
On my shoulders)
And if I let it go then the
Whole world will be over
(Whole world will be over)
Everyone's counting on me
To keep up this persona
(Keep up this persona)
But if I'm pushed any further
I may lose my composure
(I may lose my composure
My composure, my composure)
Sometimes it feels like I'm
(All the pain it's causing me)
Holding the whole world
On my shoulders
(To keep inside my energy)
(I may lose my composure
My composure, my composure)
And if I let it go then the
(Took me way too long to see)
Whole world will be over
(But it's time to face reality)
(I may lose my composure
My composure, my composure)
Everyone's counting on me
(All the people that I hurt)
To keep up this persona
(Understand that this
Ain't personal)
(I may lose my composure
My composure, my composure)
But if I'm pushed any further
(Please accept my apology)
I may lose my composure
(But it's time for me
To live for me)

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