burden of your absence

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In the burden of your absence
I speak your name in past tense
You’re a shadow of my portrait
Can't afford this distortion
Fortify what i find gorgeous
Seeing souls escape from corpses
I see them interact remorseless
No one left to go to war with
Now the virus has gone viral
Were in a crisis, no survival, lifeless in a cycle
Spending every night alone facing these endless screens
They serve as a bridge between me and all my sacred dreams
And all my favorite scenes, think what i created means
I am almost free, i say i am almost free
Sunrise in the distance is something i couldn’t see
The four walls surround me, fading as i lay amongst the trees
How did i get here?
Why
Why am i overthinking this?
Where do i go from here?
I am my truest reflection in the absence of
Anyone, even those i trust, that’s the irony of love
My tongue tastes freedom in the midnight winds
As the morning rises, is another day i fight again
My rose has yet to blossom, my cape remains in gotham
Where i belong till i can say "i win," without "i fought him"
My soul is rotten, my deeds forgotten
Amongst the carnage that i’ve left is where i've fallen
Don’t know where i'm supposed to go from here
But i know contemplation and complacency is what i fear
So everyday i’m fucking keeping pace
Before my memory is vanished and erased
I been in this cave for too long
The allegory is personified in song
Why am i overthinking my self portrait
Vulnerability killing me, can’t see through my own distortion
I hope
We'll make
It through
The story
Tonight
In the burden of your absence
I speak your name in past tense
You’re a shadow of my portrait
Can't afford this distortion
Fortify what i find gorgeous
Seeing souls escape from corpses
I see them interact remorseless
No one left to go to war with
I guess it ain’t occurred to me, in the burden of eternity
It’s burning me internally
Days the same, breathe monotonous oxygen
Scattered thoughts leave my thoughtless conscious gone again
I can't seem to get a grip
I press playback and i question who is this?
My bones are feeling dense and weak, drifting the week
Consumed by grief, don’t know nothing, who is me?
Who is me?
Who is me?
Who is me?
The tears scarring my face as i just dig through ashes
Nothing left to scavenge, what happens after forever passes?
I recite my passage, they all seem so passive
Everyday seem more difficult to escape my mattress
What’s the point? i guess that i don’t have a choice
I push them all away, there’s loneliness i can’t avoid
Cuz i must sustain what the prophets prophesied
Engulfed in corporate corpses, the purging had left me traumatized
Can’t tell if you’re changing or if
This is how you was before we met, and if it is
When can i, admit that i don’t bear the strength to just forgive
Maybe at the point when i don’t bear the strength to live
Nothing left to say
A soul you cannot save
Won’t recognize my face, in
5 years, 5 years
5 years, my tears, my
My tears
Letting loose of my tears
My tears
My tears, my tears

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