Twenty 20
Enkay 47
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New year, new me, why does everybody say that You sneer, you’ll see, broken record lemme play that Why do you tell everybody including yourself that you promise you’ll change And you have the mentality once in a year and you give it a week and you throw it away What’s the point, yeah sit and point, why’d you disappoint My time is ticking, I might just give in, I get annoyed Not at myself but at my addictions, I try to quit them, I’m tired of wishing, that I’d dismiss this sinister voice By myself, yeah by myself, demons tryna to help I’m paralyzed and I’m scared to die and I’m tryna yell Prepare the knives and I’m terrified, I think I’m hell Take my soul I’m tryna sell, might as well, try to fail I just wish that everybody would notice me, I feel like I’m not the man I’m supposed to be Leave me alone, I’m not mad I’m just focusing Pen to my pad and I’m tryna flow to the beat Negative 50 nobody as cold as me, maybe I’ll do R&B like I’m Jodeci It’s 2020 I’m not what I hope to be, it’s not about where you are it’s what you grow to be Yeah I don’t live in the present, I live in my head that’s why I’ve got a headache Cuz I keep beating myself up I’m pathetic, and kinda neurotic, I think I’m possessive Obsessed with myself, I believe my depression Is linked to my poor self esteem and my ethics I guess that I’m less than what you’d deem impressive I know that I’m weak and I’ve learned to accept it (I’m Nathan K) I’m writing music inside of my car because I live my life in the fast lane My life is a movie, I’m giving you tickets so that you can come to the matinee Tell me now, what does the track say? I don’t know, what does the track say? I guess what I’m saying is I’ll be carrying this negative shit till my back breaks Why can’t you just get your facts straight When I get a track imma castrate Every single instrument that you’ve been listening to when you’re playing my tracks hey Honestly I’m in a bad place, I think about life in a bad way I guess what I’m saying is if you relate to my music and play it, well that’s great Now I’m inside of the door, I’ve got some new opportunities If I’m being honest this positive attitude that I’ve been having is new to me Yeah, you can play this at my eulogy, work isn’t new to me Verbally shoot at me, permanent’s usually perfect cuz musically I’m just a verbal suburban kid using the abilities that I have to make a change I know you listen because we’re the same, you can relate to everything I’m saying When you listen to me man you hear the pain, when you listen to me man you hear the rage This is my history, flipping the page, my vision is distant but it’s within range Difficult to get from Underground to fame I never knew I could change lives, and do what I love at the same time Anybody here can make excuses, you wanna be different you make time That’s why I’m climbing the grapevine, the way to fame isn’t a straight line Everybody wants a Superman, the only thing I wanna save’s time I feel like I’ve got the advantage, I wear my shame like I’m branded I wear my lyrics like armor, making sure nothin' can damage Don’t be ashamed that your damaged, you’ll never be great if you’re average You can take over the planet, yeah you know that I’m wreaking havoc The last few years of my life were the worst and I don’t wanna live my life like a burden Last year I didn’t even know my purpose, ripped my confessions out of my chest and then I burned em' I used to think that I deserved this, I used to believe that I was worthless Then I found my worth when I was working, decided I would finally be happy cuz I earned this I feel like I’m living in the fast lane This’ll be the year that I’ll be happy Living every moment like my last day I’ll be working hard until my back breaks
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Written by: Nathan Kawaguchi
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