How It Is

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This is
Fire

Dear god forgive me for all of my sins
Most the time I don't even know where I should begin
And when will it end
I'll prolly fall asleep before then
Am I a man now?
Got a fam now
Couple of kids
A wife on the way
Can I brag now?
Like I made it out now 
No more felonies 
For this fella geez
I just wanna relish cheese 
Big dog sellin schemes 
Telling dreams to turn into reality
Man this life is challenging 
Fighting with myself constantly battling 
It's baffling 
Like this ain't an accident
So much coincidence 
I think my purpose right here is unraveling 
This is where I go inside of my mind whenever I'm traveling
Soaking up the scenery 
Listen when it's needed see
Touch a couple souls here and there but they be leaving me
Need em to believe in me
And even though it be a conscious fight with demons see
They be plotting on my downfall
That's the thievery 
My spirit it isn't so keen to be a scheme of scenes and Teleprompts 
On the path but I'm hella lost 
Chasin hella cash 
Focus up n let the jealous floss
Blinders up I can't tell the cost of what is happenin
Pursuing the extravagant 
Money loans is damaging 
Percentage got me trapped again 
I'm passionate 
I'm passing it
Though I'm grasping it
Latching onto anything that could help me ditch this mask again

I
I just spend my time
Everyday not writin rhymes
Not really on my grind 
Losing my motivation to shine
I guess that's just how it is
Trying to find a way that we can live 
I don't really know what to tell my kids
Except that's just how it is
I guess that's just how it is
Maybe that's just how it is
I can't believe that's how it is 
Man this can't be how it is 
I can't believe that's how it is 
Man this can't be how it is

On the real have you ever had a day
Where low key you kinda felt like stabbin everyone in the face 
The type of day that had you wantin to displace
Pack a bag hit the road n get the f*ck up out this place 
It's bound to happen but you
Gotta fight back n keep your chin up
Pull ya brim up 
Hear em talkin let it simmer
Dismiss it
I promise they some bitches 
Mad cause if you had the chance you'd prolly run the business
Wit ya eyes closed nine fold
Minds blown by my flowin
The time slows increasing my glow 
If only god knows 
That I'm destined for the throne
Blessed to be unknown 
Stressing cause I'm grown 
In the mess we calling home
But it's all about perception in the depths that we are goin
Got me feeling lesser and lesser a leper of how own
Creation got me spacing somewhere out in space an 
They bound to chase him and make him pump his breaks when
Ever he's on the brink of that final destination 
Reaching for the key so he can bust up out this cage an 
Finally make a stand to the ones that got him pacin
I said I wouldn't take it there but I got so impatient 
I see just how it is 
so back to the deprivation 
Ignoring myself on the shelf 
Is where I'm staying 
Wash my brain with the games 
Delete all past relations 
If it ain't bout money or my kids I can't hear what you sayin

I
I just spend my time
Everyday not writin rhymes
Not really on my grind 
Losing my motivation to shine
I guess that's just how it is
Trying to find a way that we can live 
I don't really know what to tell my kids
Except that's just how it is
I guess that's just how it is
Maybe that's just how it is
I can't believe that's how it is 
Man this can't be how it is 
I can't believe that's how it is 
Man this can't be how it is

I guess that's just how it is
Maybe that's just how it is
I can't believe that's how it is 
Man this can't be how it is 
I can't believe that's how it is 
Man this can't be how it is

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