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This is
Fire
Dear god forgive me for all of my sins
Most the time I don’t even know where I should begin
And when will it end
I’ll prolly fall asleep before then
Am I a man now?
Got a fam now
Couple of kids
A wife on the way
Can I brag now?
Like I made it out now
No more felonies
For this fella geez
I just wanna relish cheese
Big dog sellin schemes
Telling dreams to turn into reality
Man this life is challenging
Fighting with myself constantly battling
It’s baffling
Like this ain’t an accident
So much coincidence
I think my purpose right here is unraveling
This is where I go inside of my mind whenever I’m traveling
Soaking up the scenery
Listen when it’s needed see
Touch a couple souls here and there but they be leaving me
Need em to believe in me
And even though it be a conscious fight with demons see
They be plotting on my downfall
That’s the thievery
My spirit it isn’t so keen to be a scheme of scenes and Teleprompts
On the path but I’m hella lost
Chasin hella cash
Focus up n let the jealous floss
Blinders up I can’t tell the cost of what is happenin
Pursuing the extravagant
Money loans is damaging
Percentage got me trapped again
I’m passionate
I’m passing it
Though I’m grasping it
Latching onto anything that could help me ditch this mask again
I
I just spend my time
Everyday not writin rhymes
Not really on my grind
Losing my motivation to shine
I guess that’s just how it is
Trying to find a way that we can live
I don’t really know what to tell my kids
Except that’s just how it is
I guess that’s just how it is
Maybe that’s just how it is
I can’t believe that’s how it is
Man this can’t be how it is
I can’t believe that’s how it is
Man this can’t be how it is
On the real have you ever had a day
Where low key you kinda felt like stabbin everyone in the face
The type of day that had you wantin to displace
Pack a bag hit the road n get the f*ck up out this place
It’s bound to happen but you
Gotta fight back n keep your chin up
Pull ya brim up
Hear em talkin let it simmer
Dismiss it
I promise they some bitches
Mad cause if you had the chance you’d prolly run the business
Wit ya eyes closed nine fold
Minds blown by my flowin
The time slows increasing my glow
If only god knows
That I’m destined for the throne
Blessed to be unknown
Stressing cause I’m grown
In the mess we calling home
But it’s all about perception in the depths that we are goin
Got me feeling lesser and lesser a leper of how own
Creation got me spacing somewhere out in space an
They bound to chase him and make him pump his breaks when
Ever he’s on the brink of that final destination
Reaching for the key so he can bust up out this cage an
Finally make a stand to the ones that got him pacin
I said I wouldn’t take it there but I got so impatient
I see just how it is
So back to the deprivation
Ignoring myself on the shelf
Is where I’m staying
Wash my brain with the games
Delete all past relations
If it ain’t bout money or my kids I can’t hear what you sayin
I
I just spend my time
Everyday not writin rhymes
Not really on my grind
Losing my motivation to shine
I guess that’s just how it is
Trying to find a way that we can live
I don’t really know what to tell my kids
Except that’s just how it is
I guess that’s just how it is
Maybe that’s just how it is
I can’t believe that’s how it is
Man this can’t be how it is
I can’t believe that’s how it is
Man this can’t be how it is
I guess that’s just how it is
Maybe that’s just how it is
I can’t believe that’s how it is
Man this can’t be how it is
I can’t believe that’s how it is
Man this can’t be how it is

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