Brain Chemistry

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Tonight I'll try to find
Some peace of mind
In your arms held tight
And I'm not scared to die
'Cuz I'll be stuck in these dreams of mine
Lets go!

'Cuz I've been going through the motions like every day
When will my friends stop asking "yo dude are you okay"
I'm not trying to be facetious, my brain insists I can't beat this
I'm not scared of being with you it's just the fucked up things that I know you'll do, so

So tell me, tell me
If it's make-believe
'Cuz I can't see
Feelings between you and me 

I've spent the last 21 years of my life preparing for what everyone else calls adulthood, but
(Between you and me)
Honestly I don't think I'm quite there yet
I don't care about myself and can only invest time in the people around me
(Between you and me)
I say I do everything for me and then I put on this charade 
Day in and day out trying to prove to everyone else 
That I'm able to hold my own and that I'm able to become self sufficient, but
(Between you and me)
What even is self sufficiency when I can't be happy 
When I'm alone at night in my comfortable air conditioned 
Apartment surrounded by the best of friends willing to support me
(Between you and me)
My horrendous brain chemistry's one hell of burden to deal with 
And I'm not asking for your sympathy, but rather
(between you and me)
I'm asking for you to understand and I hope you can understand 
Because I am unable to deal with my 
Emotions in any healthy way other than these songs, but
(Between you and me)
I'll continue trying not to be an asshole, trying to be myself
And trying to keep my friends happy because these have been
(Between you and me)
The only few things lately that I've been successful at, and I hope it all works out
 
'Cuz I've been going through the motions like every day
When will my friends stop asking "hey dude are you okay"
I'm not trying to be facetious, my brain insists I can't beat this
I'm not scared of being with you it's just the fucked up things that I know you'll do

So tell me, tell me
If it's make-believe
'Cuz I can't see
Feelings between you and me

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