Where Am I/Relapse (feat. BdotJeff)

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This some like, 2012 shit 
It's only right 

I could've dreamed I had the past back 
Running circles around the memories I had that 
I been wishing for some change, where it start at 
Got a vision of utopia I'm past that, I guess a flashback 
Will paint a picture that's so vivid, I'm a run laps 
Pace that, trying to get the feeling that I had back 
Don't lack, ready for whatever I'm a clap back 
Cash that token, I'm a grind 'cause I'm chosen 
I'm a star in the moment 
I'm a get it while I'm sipping on my potion 
I been ready ever since I been floating 
Blue dream spark a dream, shit I'm open 
Spark a blunt for inspiration that's the motion 
Eyes is heavy while it's written, what is spoken 
Got a feeling that you do this shit often, so what's it costing 
You better close the damn coffin 
I ain't in Boston, this ain't no tea party 
But we need a revolution and my service spotty 
The revolution will be televised and streamed shorty 
And you can't call me if the weather shotty 
Just come over, get the message started 
I ain't writing sober 'cause the pain be costing 
Come and see this office, say the world is flawless 
I ain't speaking for myself I need to hear your thoughts 
So what you on with 

I really knew that you the one, I was ready 
Counting from the days to the months we was steady 
Couldn't think about a life without you, sun setting 
Bullet in my brain, if you don't want me why you message 
Told myself I'd never love another in this world like you 
Goddamn, I should've knew I was a tool 
But hindsight 20/20 like that 
I'm finna keep going, even if I gotta cap, yeah 

I got to cap to live 'cause I ain't past the shit 
I'm finna face a Backwoods 'till I'm off the shits 
I need a bunch of fucking O's, make me paper rich 
Because my mind so sharp I was born for this 
You ever been equipped 
With some knowledge to spit 
You ever wonder about a life where you don't need a fix, shit 
I don't mind, we can share the spliff 
Contemplating 'bout the universe, a cosmic riff 
Split into the darkness, I'm so exhausted 
I planned a life around you when the sparks hit 
And now I'm thoughtless, if I'm being honest 
I smoke the pain away, the studio my office 
I'm finna off this, I keep my heart split 
'Cause all you ever want to do is kill my dreams 
Chasing all these memories I wonder what it means 
So I'm coughing up the tar, trying to stop the bleed in me 

I really knew that you the one, I was ready 
Counting from the days to the months we was steady 
Couldn't think about a life without you, sun setting 
Bullet in my brain, if you don't want me why you message 
Told myself I'd never love another in this world like you 
Goddamn, I should've knew I was a tool 
But hindsight 20/20 like that 
I'm finna keep going, even if I gotta cap, yeah 

Overdosed all alone in my apartment 
Only way that I can fix this broken heart, and 
Sleeping pills give me comfort like 2012 and 
I pray my death be painless 
I'm sick of living aimless, help me 
I know that I can't breathe 
Because the pain of love is suffocating me 
I wonder if you ever notice what you did to me 
And now my heart it bleeds 

I took a year off to get right 
Disappeared in the summer, woke through the night 
R.I.P. Cam Rellim, hope you see the light 
I'm a show them all the Faces, yeah we finna fight 
We was kids, I was wishing for the best day ever 
Then I took some vitamins, it's Macadelic weather 
Blue slide park, got a heart you can't measure 
I been watching movies with the sound off for the pleasure 
Yeah I bet you better than the last time 
I'm finna kiss her good morning with the sunshine 
Wasn't laying in my bed, where the f*ck am I 
Still dark, couldn't sleep, I just want to find 
A little peace another heaven, what's behind my eyes 
DMT it will release inside a dream of mine 
You appear I see it clear, but you leave me dry 
Got shot in the head waking up I cry, man f*ck this 

Last night, dreamed I had the past back 
Had shorty in my arms, that's a flashback 
I need her right now, need a flash pass 
I'm hopping in the Porsche with the top back 

And every night I blow clouds hoping that I don't dream 
Got me at the Lord's door, I just really want to scream 
Let 'em know if he going to take me, let it be in my sleep 
Without your love it's pain when I breathe, free me please lord 

Overdosed all alone in my apartment 
Only way that I can fix this broken heart, and 
Sleeping pills give me comfort like 2012 and 
I pray my death be painless 
I'm sick of living aimless, help me 
I know that I can't breathe 
Because the pain of love is suffocating me 
I wonder if you ever notice what you did to me 
And now my heart it bleeds 

Bloody knuckles 'cause I'm feeling shit 
Too damn numb, why I ain't feeling shit 
Thinking 'bout hurting so I can feel some shit 
So lost, never thought 'bout feeling shit 
This aimless line I walk inside I do that on my own 
Constructive criticism's nice but advice is mostly just wrong 
This path is for me all alone, my own faults I must atone 
So I bleed it out with this ink, these faces I'm not recognizing 
I don't know this man in the mirror 
So stained so I'm trying to see it clearer 
Feeling negative (Three K) 
Next to Andre (Three K) 
So cold, typing this makes my fingers hurt 
Work, myself just needs the help 
Not trying to fall back in the trap 
But these demons always fighting me 
They always stay doing that 
Wanna just quit and take this nap, just smoke this J don't write no raps 
Disappear from everything, never make it back 
R.I.P. Chester, and Rest Easy Mac like 

Overdosed all alone in my apartment 
Only way that I can fix this broken heart, and 
Sleeping pills give me comfort like 2012 and 
I pray my death be painless 
I'm sick of living aimless, help me 
I know that I can't breathe 
Because the pain of love is suffocating me 
I wonder if you ever notice what you did to me 
And now my heart it bleeds

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