Evil Characteristics (Prod. Sarcastic Sounds)

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When I was jus a youngin they said I'm special and I'm different 
They said that I had potential they said that I was gifted 
That truly made me happy yeh my heart it steady lifted
I had a truly amazing path but then I swerved and missed it 
Began to get in trouble constantly causing mischief 
My life became wicked 
when my language turned explicit 
My intent became malicious 
Intentionally unsubmissive
I became pessimistic 
My evil characteristics

On my knees every night yeh I'm steady praying 
Friends addicted to the nic can't a breath without vaping 
Skipping class to get a hit swear that shit be enslaving 
Tried to stop it once swear they ain't even forgave me
And we ain't never talking swear that they steady hate me
They act like it don't hurt them but I feel the pain up on the daily
Must just be me I guess but it still brake me
If you wait for things to change you better get used to waiting 

Got diagnosed with depression 
ADHD by 11 
I push my feelings down so low got so much build up aggression
I'm feeling insane because I am extremely obsessive 
And I messed up and there's no question but I hate feeling depressed 
Therapy sessions ain't help me
Suspensions got me rebelling
Daily detentions do nothing
Correction thats why I'm buzzing
That's why I'm buzzing 

The depression's getting stronger
And it's sink or swim right now 
And I be floating cuz I don't think I can swim any longer
So please God rescue me from these constant Dark thoughts 
When My mind wanders
Oh please save me from my own monster
The one that I've created  
That's why I'm always hated
Broken hearts that I created never anticipated
Thought I had my feet swept breath taken
When really I got shoved pushed down and now I'm suffocating
Everything I try to say I say wrong 
So i'm praying up to God 
Asking for forgiveness cuz my life got so many flaws 
I skipped schools I broke the rules 
But I finally got caught 
And by the grace of God I switched schools and I found love

If you looking In your life and all you see is dry grass and dead leaves 
Don't let it get you down just keep 
Going through life and change your perspective on things
Cuz on the other the other side that grass could truly be green 
Ive seen some things that's right I've even witnessed death 
And let this be a message for the kids that is depressed 
It's alright to be upset 
Just make sure to not forget 
That God is real and he'll be holding your hand until the end

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