Trust Issues

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D-Dizzle

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Yeah
D-Dizzle

Elon Musk is my dad and that's that
Every song

I'm fucked up, different than all the rest
Push people away by bein' that tweaker kid
Trust issues worse since all that robbery shit
But ain't nobody know what's goin' on in my head
Wish I could put it behind me but it fucked me up
Friends with him for all of these years, but I can't trust
Nobody, get the f*ck outta my face, run by me
Go ahead and, get a taste
Everyone's fake
In one way or another but
I gotta focus mental health, ain't givin' up struggle
Trynna get up in this shit, not gonna go fumble
Because when I do is when my life crashes into rubble

My plate is piling up
I'm getting stuck
And it's killing me but I know that nobody gives a f*ck
I'm a pussy ass little kid
With no future
Sitting in my room and hoping
That you, sir
Will get me up and outta this rut
But ain't no funny shit I'm stuck
In a job that I hate
Smoking weed every day
Looking for things that I can do to change

Ain't got no gold chains
Ain't got no big rings
But hey that's okay
I'm different

I'm completely separate from those who close to me
Never be the same, just who I'm supposed to be
That's a good thing though, I do my shit different
I'ma be successful and I'm gonna go get it
Enjoy my own company, I need to learn that
It's the bird trap
I got inside and I heard Pat
Ain't doin' too well
But with these words i swell
With anticipation
Trynna drop shit ain't waitin'
Trynna keep cash up in my savings
I'm craving
Hopin' that nobody get brave and
Try to pull some funny dumb stupid money hungry type shit
Jerry Heller Ima turn a killer and be righteous
I can't trust nobody no matter how hard I try
Try to open up but it's hard trynna get by

I f*ck with NF and Token
Even though I'm someone who can't relate
I'm not open
Needa shrink my bubble down instead of trynna grow it
I got my dedications to rap, it's time to show it

I'm not goin' to college because rap's my career
Don't need all that knowledge throbbin' all through my ears
Trippin' they got all of us locked up with fear
Hope we get good jobs but filling us up with tears
When we realize debt is the bitch that got us here
Capitalistic, workin' for the overseer
I'm joking dear
No need to find an open ear
I, got you 'till the end and I'm hopin' I'm loaded years
To come
Telling you this song ain't done
Until it's truly finished
And my fears diminish
Of droppin' trash
Filled with loaded cash
No I won't go crash
I'm a lyricist and with these words I bash
Into the last lash
Keep hearin' bout that hash
Never truly seen it so I can only dream it
With open eyes and
Token smokin' upon the flies
Of the flowin' guys
Ain't no barrel between the eyes
I'm broken, lies
But that's what I can't notorize
The poltergeist
That's opened up to my demise
I idolize
Showin' it up to all my mind
On the grind
But I can't trust my open eyes

I guess I got trust issues
That's life man, that's it

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