Introspection (Prod. Oso Familiar & StunnahSezbeatz)

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Lee the Warlord

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If you say your down for me and your down then 
You gotta ride for me harder than a browns fan 
It's way too hard for me just to let new people in 
I'm getting sick of it I need acetometophan 
Because I bottle up all of the things I want to say 
And when I make a song it comes out in a different way
I guess I'm just another product of environment 
An environment where feelings aren't invited in 
Had to bite the bullet ever since I was a kid 
I'm talking about before I even touched the age of 10
Had to pick and choose which parent that I loved the most 
My mom facilitated while my dad was playing host
I guess I'm lucky kuz he never left and played the ghost
But what's the point if I'm left hanging something like a coat 
Even now I'm struggling with what I want to say
Deep inside of me I want to see a brighter day
But what's the point of seeing if you only see the rain
What's the point of feeling if you're only feeling pain
What's the point of thinking if your thoughts drive you insane
What's the point in having drive if you can't pick a lane
I'm screaming out for help but still nobody hears a thing
I'm screaming out for help but still nobody hears a thing
You can never tell by the look upon my face 
Because I Don a mask like a hero dons a cape 
I pray my message reaches anybody that relates
You have a brighter future you just gotta pray and wait 
If you're ready for introspection then meditate 
Please just try it all before you go and medicate 
Patience is a virtue there is no debate 
But when patience is what hurts you people try escape 
I've been running from my problems for some years now
The toxic way my momma raised me made me fear how 
All this stuff inside me works and I got tears now
I'm a shaken can of soda please don't open me 
This mess inside of me is one you cannot clean
And if you are not ready then you might let out scream 
Or maybe That's my bad habit of projecting things 
If you hear this and you feel this know I feel the same 
If you hear this and you feel this know I feel the same 
If you hear this and you feel this know I feel the same
I said it 3 times just so y'all would know it's true
You are not alone I know what you are going through 
I was down bad, thought my life was over too
I had given up, my justice it was over due
On top of that it feels like all your friends are over you
Suicide on my mind there was nothing left to do
Hate to say it but I tried it, I thank God I made it through 
I am no one special it can be the same for you
Yeah
Kuz after that I got the courage just write
And after that I got the courage just to fight 
You gotta find a way to live your own life 
And it's okay if that takes a long time 
Just look at me I've been spitting wrong rhymes
Makin songs about what ain't even on my mind 
I've been looking but the truth is hard to find 
And when you start to grow people stop acting kind 
Take solace knowing it's a problem that's from them
That's not an issue that is coming from within 
And that can go for your family and ya friends 
They ain't ya friends if around them you must pretend 
They ain't ya kin if around them you always sin
If it's possible then get away from them
You're gonna make it please don't ever give in
You're gonna make it please don't ever give in

If anybody that you know, or even yourself
Are struggling with depression, anxiety, any mental disorders, please get help
I Love you

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