I'm Only Me (When I'm Not Sober)

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Abigail Barlow

Abigail Barlow is an American singer-songwriter from Birmingham, Alabama. Her album The Unofficial Bridgerton Musical, co-written with, and produced by, Emily Bear, won the Grammy Award for Best Musical Theater Album in 2022. She is also known for her independent pop hit “Heartbreak Hotel,” which peaked at #2 on iTunes and has more than 6.5 million streams. She and Bear were honored by the Songwriters Hall of Fame and named to Forbes 30 Under 30 list. She has more than 2.4 million TikTok followers. Barlow has collaborated with Meghan Trainor, who co-wrote and produced a track on Abigail’s self-titled debut EP in 2020 titled Phantom Feelings.In July 2022, Bear and Barlow performed their Bridgerton album live in concert with the National Symphony Orchestra, con… more »

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I just got home
It's 3 AM
I must confess
For I have sinned but
Tomorrow night I'mma do it again, again
I've been obsessed
With stupid men
Little depressed
But then again
Maybe it's just 'cause
I'm making bad decisions
'Cause

I'm only me when I'm not sober
And I've been drunk since last October
I take a walk out in the rain, the rain
But it just doesn't feel the same, the same, the same
I'm only me when I'm not sober
I'm blacked out when the party's over
I take a walk out in the rain, the rain
But it just doesn't numb the pain
I'm only me when I'm not sober
Mmm

I'm all alone
Don't have no friends
I'm always home but
Can't pay my rent
It ain't a joke 'cause I'm broke
And I smoke but I'm tryna quit, quit
I got a problem
And it ain't healthy
I call my momma
She tries to help me
But I don't care much about the consequences
'Cause

I'm only me when I'm not sober
And I've been drunk since last October
I take a walk out in the rain, the rain
But it just doesn't feel the same, the same, the same
I'm only me when I'm not sober
I'm blacked out when the party's over
I take a walk out in the rain, the rain
But it just doesn't numb the pain
Oh

I fall asleep
On a bed with no sheets but
It's not a disease
It ain't addiction
If I can kick it whenever I please
'Cause

I'm only me when I'm not sober
And I've been drunk since last October
I take a walk out in the rain, the rain
But it just doesn't feel the same, the same, the same
I'm only me when I'm not sober
I'm blacked out when the party's over
I take a walk out in the rain, the rain
But it just doesn't numb the pain
I'm only me when I'm not sober
Mmm mm

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