i wasn't the problem, was i?

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deadbythebay

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Oh I
Wouldn't spend a single second by your side
I
I'm running out of sheep to count at night
I didn't want it to go this way
Everything that I could've done
I did wrong
And I'm strong enough to admit that
I'm the one you should be pissed at
God f*ck you
For everything that you put me through
I just want the truth
Is that to much to ask from you
I regret the choices that I made and the way I executed it but I don't regret the results
Chain-smoking cigarettes
Doing any substance you could get your hands on
You said you were trying your best
But then you chug another bottle when I told you keep your hands off
Do you try
It's like you didn't even try
Every time I fucking brought it up you started to cry
Everything was fine until your crocodile tears filled your eyes
You said you wanted to die
Everything that ever happened to me I feel like I always deserve it
Every single time that something goes wrong I feel like it's my fault
For the rest of my life I'll always be struggling with this same exact problem
And I don't wanna go back
To a fake harsh reality
Where everything seems to never go my way
Do you even care at all
Or will you taste your ignorance in a bottle of alcohol
Because you know you don't got it that bad
It's pretty fucking sad
I hope one day you can actually learn to get better
And not some temporary fix
I hope you never hurt someone like you hurt me
Because the scars I live with today still haunt
Day after day after day after day

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