Pain

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I wasn't sheltered from the pain , Shelter from the rain
Even when the years change , in Recovery
Yellin' out her name
She cried to me , I wasn't lookin The same
Some saw me break , dealt wit Everything , wit a straight face , Never saw someone better and Thought to change place
Just use to wish that I could feel the same
Some saw me at my worst , and Left me there
Half of me understood , half of me Never knew fair
I'm in the headlines , that isn't news here
I be thinkin to myself , you being used here
What if you wrong , can you leave it in the rear
I'm like my father , I reappear to disappear
Even he doesn't like it
Jail letters , wonder how hard he knew it was to write it
All I feel is anger I'm tryna fight it
Tried to make these loud thoughts quiet
I'm always chillin but they don't buy it
Least I ain't sellin you bullshit ,
There's a reason for my silence , why i look tired
So many kids grew up on violence
Eighteen and they hate it here
I was eighteen feelin the same way
Still tryna make it here
All eyes on me then the rooms clear
These thoughts been locked away
It's all reflection I'm out the cage
These the early chapters , from a young age
To see how the story ends turn the page
Each sheet has a blood stain , this real pain
These thoughts been locked away
It's all reflection I'm out the cage
These the early chapters , from a young age
To see how the story ends turn the page
Each sheet has a blood stain , this real pain
It's only me inside these four walls
They don't hear when the voices call
You see the scars from the battles I loss
The war isn't lost , mind over body
My heart was the cost , couldn't be bought
I aint who you recently saw
Everydays a chance to evolve
The lord seen me make mistakes
And I'm still makin' em'
Even on my worst day mentally
tried savin' em'
Some shit just never change wit em'
I be wantin' to go my own way
Fear of the sacrifices I'll have to make
What if you make it and it ain't wit em'
Might be the risk I'm willin to take
Love being loyal
Never wanted loyalty to seal my fate
You feel guilty when you gotta leave
I felt guilty when she saw me cheat
We don't even speak , sometimes you leave it how it is
They always claim I don't give a f*ck
Maybe cause I say I do , it's for me tho
Talkin to myself , thinkin' I'ma weirdo
Always collide when they steer close
Chippin' away at the ice , im still cold
I'ma weirdo
Always collide when they steer close
Chippin' away at the ice , im still cold
These thoughts been locked away
It's all reflection I'm out the cage
These the early chapters , from a young age
To see how the story ends turn the page
Each sheet has a blood stain , this real pain
These thoughts been locked away
It's all reflection I'm out the cage
These the early chapters , from a young age
To see how the story ends turn the page
Each sheet has a blood stain , this real pain
I been rollin the dice , my whole life
Who would listen to an album about me
Who would listen bout my cold nights
There was no escape , sleep should suffice
Different women , different drugs
Keys to the car , crashed the first night
Tryna get far from home
I don't see the point in trust
Never had no one to rely on , grew on my own
My heart made of iron
I'm part wolf part lion
Obsessed wit telling the truth , I was use to lyin
A darkness took over , my whole life we been fightin
Only god seen me cryin'
She picked the phone up
Only god seen them sirens
It was god who saved me when I was dyin'
I ain't sad this reflection
This how you show grace to ya blessin
Call this my Shawshank redemption
Answers for everything , that's why I'm always in question
This ain't my perspective these the lost files , the taped confessions
This how you show grace to ya blessin
Call this my Shawshank redemption
Answers for everything , that's why I'm always in question
This ain't my perspective these the lost files , the taped confessions
These thoughts been locked away
It's all reflection I'm out the cage
These the early chapters , from a young age
To see how the story ends turn the page
Each sheet has a blood stain , this real pain
These thoughts been locked away
It's all reflection I'm out the cage
These the early chapters , from a young age
To see how the story ends turn the page
Each sheet has a blood stain , this real pain

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