Myself

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Look I've been struggling with some non sense
Non other than my own thoughts my conscious self conscious
Constantly looking in the mirror tryna conceptualize
Am I living life a lie?
Am I dishonest?
Am I lying by my own appearance
Wearing Nike hoodies to the shops to shop the latest clearance
Wearing out my only earring
Taste of my own medicine i'm scared of fucking feeling
Anything that cause me trouble is a trouble that i'm
I'm avoidant and i'm learning how to love
Lot of rage inside me and i'm raging at the ones I love
I'm not talking bout no screaming or no violence man i'm talking silence
Stare into my soul and see there's nothing there my boy is hiding
F*ck another battle man i'm barely on my feet
I got hella fucking worries I got my anxieties
Man I used to talk to strangers now I barely see the streets
Cause I fucking hate myself man that's bipolarity
Aight Look
And God i'm only human yeah I write alot of prayers
Half my latest album is bout you because of fear
Fear that if I show myself then people gunna stare
If they look at me while preaching it's like nobody is there
If they look at me the real me
All my faults and fantasies
Open to the criticism open to them hating me
F*ck about my feelings on the internet we can't agree
Can I even make mistakes or will they all just cancel me
Here let me admit it when I started yeah I slurred
Said some racist shit and man I know that time it wasn't heard
Yeah I take responsibility ignorance at first
Now I've learned to be respectful with my music with my words
Here let me admit it when I moved I took advantage
Met a lovely woman and together we had managed
To create some money from some pictures of her ass
Then I took all of the money and I never gave it back
I'm sorry
I admit to my faults and my faults are my own
I will learn and i'll grow God has told me to show
Show myself and myself all alone
Show myself and my shame
Show myself in a song
Show myself I forgive myself cause I've been holding on
To mistakes that I made on this journey so long

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