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I feel the night by my side, Put me in for a ride
Terrifying embers burn on so soft and tender
I feel the night by my side, Put me in for a ride
The city is a savior, she'll hold you till you're braver
Take hold of me, I've lost my way
A vision of you makes it okay
Live your life, smile sometimes, you know
These past few weeks were difficult
Sitting at the keys, trynna find another melody
Trynna write another song
I'm so good at finding the right words to express what I'm feeling
And lately, I can't find the comforting words to comfort me
Just feeling the keys
I need a woman in a black dress to give me things to write about
I'm struggling, but when I get a little drink in me
It's like the words want to pour out of my heart, out of my soul
When I start feeling like this, I want to climb out of my body and roam the world
I was born in a prison and I just want to be set free
Maybe I'll finally be happy the day my life leaves my body
A white light will rise to the sky and I'll have a place among the stars
So when you see one, you better think of me
Being around me may be dull sometimes, but I promise my mind is colorful
The world is white and gray, and it's up to us whether or not it's colorful
Sitting alone at night, talking to a tree outside my window
Yeah, we have conversations sometimes
Cause I know there's no one in the world that probably has time to listen to my struggles
It's like sometimes I want to seek out help to get rid of this feeling that's been taking over me
And so far, I got rid of a bit of it
But no matter how hard I try, it still has me hostage
It still has me hostage
I feel the night by my side, Put me in for a ride
Terrifying embers burn on so soft and tender
I feel the night by my side, Put me in for a ride
The city is a savior, she'll hold you till you're braver
Take hold of me, I've lost my way
A vision of you makes it okay
When I think about the past three years, I feel ashamed
All I did was lie and play games
I'm constantly beating myself over with hurtful words
The nights I got drunk and pushed important things aside
I said I wanted to try, but it ended up controlling me
The worst part is, I never thought of the consequences it'd have
I thought I needed a drink just to be happy
Just to feel something
Just to get rid of this numb feeling stuck in me
Like a splinter that just won't come out
I had to cut my skin open just for it to budge
What do you do when you have nightmares and you can't tell which is worse
Your dream or reality
My nightmares that you left became reality
Sick to my stomach ever since you left
It's been a roller coaster
High at one point, and on the way down
I got that sick feeling that eventually hit what seemed like the lowest point in me
I wanna drink them all away, but I know that'll only make the worst for me
So I'm fighting this battle sober
And man, I just wish for it to be over
I feel the night by my side, Put me in for a ride
Terrifying embers burn on so soft and tender
I feel the night by my side, Put me in for a ride
The city is a savior, she'll hold you till you're braver
Take hold of me, I've lost my way
A vision of you makes it okay

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