Tick Tock Clock (Parade of Sirens)

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At this point in the timeline
I think that I'm accepting that I'm always gonna feel like this
A heart that's beating slower
A mind constantly wondering if anything is worth the risk
It's not getting better
It's not getting worse
I'm only ever idling distracted
Oh, you've got anxiety?
Here take these, don't feel a thing
The disconnection might just be impacted
Are you calm? I hope so
Cuz this is all there ever is
So lets just
Watch the time slip by
Tonight I'm lost in a parade of sirens
And in a childhood of excitement I'll just
Watch the time slip by
Tonight I'm lost in a parade of sirens
In a parade of sirens
What a shame to know we can't go back in time
And they'll say that I'm a fake
Or that this is so cliche
But a thousand different people have reflected different ways
And if I could go back
And start again, I'd probably skip the fast beats
And latch on to something catchy
Or completely kill The Action Team
But I know
That it meant a lot to make it
And in lots of ways, I'm still completely proud of it
But I spent so long imagining
That life would be a certain thing
And it isn't
And I'm not sure I'm okay with that
Oh god, did I just
Watch the time slip by
Tonight I'm lost in a parade of sirens
And in a raging wave of violence I'll just
Watch the time slip by
Tonight I'm lost in a parade of sirens
In a parade of sirens
What a shame to know it's only in my mind
I could've stopped it
Even if I turn 100, life is a quarter over
Even if I do it perfect from this point, I'm decades older
Why I can't I push thoughts aside and tell myself to think this never
Cuz all I do is right now is wait to glitch through the map and fall forever
Constantly imagining and wondering if all I need is
Enough consistent bumps to feel like solid ground at certain speeds
Sleep, wake up, repeat the thing
Is less and less appealing to me
If that's the game I'm forced to enter
I guess it's fine, so what, whatever
It's not getting better
It's not getting worse
I'm only ever wishing I was perfect
Oh the pills are helping? Great
Maybe now you'll contemplate
You're gonna die, you better make it worth it
With everything to gain, you knew it
The world in your hands, you blew it, now
Watch the time slip by
Tonight I'm lost in a parade of sirens
And in an absent state of mindless I'll just
Watch the time slip by
Tonight I'm lost in a parade of sirens
In a parade of sirens, tonight
Watch the time slip by
Tonight I'm lost in a parade of sirens
And in a panicked state of silence I'll just
Watch the time slip by
Tonight I'm lost in a parade of sirens
In a parade of sirens
What a shame to know we don't get out alive
But if I have to go, then consider this goodbye

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