too numb to title this
Twist
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Lonely Can't nobody own me Gave up on myself so now I'm focused on the only Thing that I could use as a distraction, yeah, the shows And the ho's, G, making me forget about the OGs My social life half as empty as my soul be And when I need emotional moments I always look around to make sure I'm alone here I keep holding it, focused, I can't show that I'm broken Sometimes when I feel sad I just hold it and grow it It feels good because I feel something At the same time I'm closed off from everyone, I feel nothing Happy on rainy days, it's peaceful, I'm still running From unjust pain so I provoke it to myself Emotionally, I fill my head with pollution But it feels like a relief cuz I'm the cause and solution Scary how easy it is to have this distribution Started music edits, wish I had total control of it Linkin Park, NWA got me in sync Listening to The Incredible True Story I like these albums that feel like a movie, I think About my own story, it'd be so cool if I could write it If I could rap like they can rap, create a story and rhyme it Maybe I'll make a song I'm too numb to title Or maybe like Egyptians, I'm just living near denial But I wonder What would everyone think? Never really cared, if I'm that worried, just don't tell 'em, huh I'll tell 'em eventually, of course I'm tired of the force I use to go to school every day I don't even see any meaning in life I don't really wanna talk with anybody this morning Just wanna be alone, play Rocket League 'till it's night Killing my connections, leave my body in mourning And I ain't even realize Real lies To just about everyone, I'm living in my own world The only thing in me that's still real? Eyes Pretend to go to school, when dad leaves I just sneak-by And stay home just so I can be alone Kate calls, Snowy too, I don't answer the phone My brother's in school, the babysitter is gone I have seven hours to myself, this is gold My dad started dating tho... I don't know how I feel about it I'm very happy for him, plus maybe he'll chill around here As long as it doesn't affect me then I'm chill about it I won't lose sleep for that reason, I'm still without it Losing all the love for daily things Even kicking 'round with the ball on my feet I used to love as a kid The truth is I think I'm as numb as you get And my crush She got a boyfriend But even when she didn't, I don't think she would've liked me Cuz I'm a shy guy who hasn't hit his peak yet The only thing for me is athleticism and sometimes I'm funny and nice I guess, but it's a funny side I get to show people more not than often Stay quiet, when I speak I just talk with caution Face gets like Ahsoka, resort to Dawson Maybe in a few years I'll resort to DAWs, son My posture soften, my face is like I stocked a coffin Plus Stockholm shocked us They'd rather a jock than the guy who's not hot, but honest I guess it's the game, ain't got it locked, you lost 'em Plus, I got bad habits, it's a lot accustomed Sacked from football cuz I lost my focus And the motivation gone, I'm deadlocked in costumes Can't fly, wings cut, what if I killed myself? Look down the window Mom used to do the same Night time, cars parked, no one here to save Street dark But still lighter than the cage on my mind That I wanna be free from But it's a long fall, I have time to delay Now my heart is beating as I'm grabbing a swiss-blade This on the back of my head ever since the sixth-grade Never wanted therapy but maybe if I did Right now I wouldn't even wanna be dead Or is it hormones and I'll regret when it's too late? Plus, this has gotta hurt, I don't think I'm gonna do it Being a pussy saved my life Nah, bro, now I have to do it Wait, I shouldn't kill myself over ego Suicide, this what got us broken Now what, I'm gonna give us a sequel? No, my brother can't go through what I have Oh my God, my brother, he's everything I have I close the knife and go pocket it fast I will never kill myself, okay, now I'm feeling glad I think I know what Mom went through, at least the thoughts before it But everyone is different, why did she go for it? Does this mean that I'm better than her in this instance? No, the pedestal she's in is too distant What she did left me sad, but it's a lesson learned No matter how hard it is, I won't give up, I'll burn Through this feeling of sadness and try to be happy Maybe I'll keep writing on my notes to this rap beat
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