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Lyrical Assailant

Lyrical Assailant is a talented musician known for their captivating and thought-provoking lyrics. Their unique style blends elements of hip-hop, spoken word, and conscious rap to create music that resonates with listeners. Lyrical Assailant's powerful delivery and poetic wordplay make them a force to be reckoned with in the music industry. more »

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There's a whole lot to unpack
In a mind constantly racing
There's a lot more words to speak
When there's nothing left worth sayin
When the moment passes by you
And you're wishing it were different
When you waited for the chaos
But everything had shifted

When you lifted up your head and saw your daughter laying by you
All you knew is that your heart had been enveloped like a file
When you wished your life was different cuz right now you kinda like it
Which is different in a head where you're not used to bein liked
Wishing things were worse cuz all the good seems too defiant
When you're used to hearing screaming
All you hear now is a silence
But you're used to being silenced
So that quiet's kinda frightenin
But the fear brings back excitement cuz it feels just like it's home
Except the home is where this started so you start to feel alone
Because a lonely you is better than someone who doesn't grow

Choking on these words as they came out your fucking throat
Because so long you've let em eat you til their underneath the bone
Where you've lost a lotta strength cuz you done held it for so long
That you forget to pay attention to how much luggage you owned
Sharing baggage with the people that already have their own
Is how the system became broken
and I don't think that we can fix it
See the problem isn't people, it's the ego held inside
It's this thought that someday maybe we'll get better with the times
But the times don't ever come cuz we refuse to be alright
Because alright means I'm okay and that I cannot play the victim
Cuz the victim gets attention when they're broken and alone
Because alone isn't very nice because alone is how you wound up here
Addicted to the pills
Addicted to the women
To the money and the thrills
To the past 10 years where you almost lost your life
Where you'd take a fucking bullet for those who wouldn't lend a knife
Where you would shatter expectation of the you you're meant to be
And show the world a different side of you nobody ever'd seen
Lookin back now
I guess that followin my dreams is what put me in this position
But the dreams lead me to a spot where I could stand in opposition
But as you're sitting here and writing this you see the eagles beat the giants
But you don't even care
Cuz you don't like either team
You were trained to stay consumed in every single thing you see
From the age of only 9 seeing towers on TV
And seeing things for what they were
The world was never what it seemed
You see the violence wasn't new to me
But seeing others suffer was
Cuz I believed nobody ever had to suffer through the mud
I always thought I had it bad
Growing up
I probably did
But with two parents in my life I had it better than a lot
You see I ain't even braggin
I wish they'd divorced sooner
Cuz then these feelings of being overlooked would never be
My mother was so focused on her marriage she could not focus on me
And my father though he loved me and I know he meant it well
Made my adolescence terror and my youth a living hell
I acknowledge that on terms that I've addressed it with my dad

See
I've done a lot of growing up  both in spirit and in time
And one thing that I acknowledge is that I was never fine
I was never in a place where being stable was a thought
Which is why I learned to love all of the chaos that I sought
Because it made it feel like home
And home was where it started

From the bottom of my heart just know
You asked me to be honest

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