Understood. (Instrumental Demo)

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Jojo Eleven

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Every morning I think of new ways
That every marriage has a rough phase
I know you're losing your mind all seven days
Thirty days, thirty-one days

I blame myself I'd never look anywhere else
Being beaten on doesn't mean I exempt myself
Must say that shit left me scarred deep
You can see my childhood in my eyes and in my teeth
I hate that showing then hurting you was a way to process the grief
And now I'm paying for it, gladly

Feelings I've not felt since I learned to walk
Feel like I am six again, scraping my knees and playing with chalk
That never happened it was just a scheme
With thread, like this, right into my seams
I sew it straight just as in my dreams

A wife to be
A mother of three
A woman who'd conquer the world in a week
When I look at you that's what I see

A man doesn't hurt the woman he loves
No he doesn't
A man doesn't hurt the woman he loves

I gutted you and pumped in how I felt
Apparently didn't give a f*ck about your seatbelt
You gave yourself up for me
That breaks my fucking heart and I just let that be
Somehow treated you the way I did and said I'd do the same
It's disgusting but that's not my name
My name is shame
My name's not Dave
My name's not Dave

We both fell but it was you who hit the ground
No help up no ride home but I swear on my life I'll turn around
If I see you limping on the side of the road
I would never leave you bloodied and beaten
I know that feeling trust me I've been eaten
Alive and well now but I'm still feeling
Like I have a lot of work to do
Lot of healing
I'll prove to myself and I'll show you
What we have is right in tune

I'm sitting here writing this song and all I can do is smell you I swear you're here
My own personal hell I've grown to know so well
I never thought I could repent
And still be worthy of your scent
I don't fucking care I love how it hurts
A special kind of tear runs down my face that fucking burns

Well I know my pride needed a humiliating kick to the crotch and I could touch and smell the grass
And I really don't want you getting Darwin's Golden Hall Pass
So I'll give you mine
And in time
We'll have so many new memories to amass

You were afraid I might get out and go when you told me it couldn't be for a while
I didn't and I never would, alright?
And thank God for that cause I tasted your lips by the end of the night
I felt you melt into me like butter in the microwave
I can't describe to you how much I missed your gaze
I saw a healed past and a beautiful future in those eyes
Hypnotized by the ocean blue
Drowning in you I'm addicted to it
You are an extension of my senses
And I love you senseless
Out of words and I feel breathless
I want to hold you I want to be held endless-ly

I feel so much better on my own but not because I'm without you
I pray to God above that you want to
Come home and build something new

I have your inhaler on zero in my nightstand
And some treats for you too
I know we have a sweet tooth
We share it cause we missed our youth
Busy caring for others or beaten on like the door of a phone booth

And no I haven't found a melody to sing for this one
But you've been my music for six years and I hope I haven't undone...us
Independence grows stale and turns to sorrow
My life is missing something, a certain Glow

I would die for you is that understood?
Is that stupid do you think I should?
God please take me back to the days when I would walk you out to your car at five in the morning
Looking at you under the street light so Goddamn adorning
5:01 should I tell her to stay?
5:03 she's driving away
I'd tell you to stay today
I'd tell you to stay today
I'd tell you to stay today

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