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Dead Teenager

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Lost, lonely, and bruised, used abused, and confused
I just let these feelings go loose, and let myself lose, this battle against these demons

I feel stuck between reality, the fabrics of people close to me, are slowly slipping too far away, for the eye to see
I'm trapped in a stasis chamber, and I can't escape this, anger
All my emotions, get too strong, for me to be able to chase, so I just continue to run away
Why am I trapped in this place?
With no way, to ever escape?
I'm still afraid, that I'll be stuck here forever
I guess this is my limbo, where I go, whenever I'm feeling low
I love looking out this window, at what I see around me
I see people who used, to care for me, and people who abandoned me
Now I see, where my abandonment issues, come from
To sum it up, I'm all alone on this empty bus
And this bus, doesn't ever seem to stop, anywhere
It'll just keep going, till it's wheels rust, and fade to dust
It'll keep going, till the dusk of dawn

Lost, lonely, and bruised, used abused, and confused
I just let these feelings go loose, and let myself lose, this battle against these demons

I look down upon, all these people who frown upon, me
And that's when I start to feel social anxiety
Like, most of these people could barely even be able to handle all being afraid, of ever making a mistake
Can't wait, till this bus breaks down
So, I can finally escape, this place, that I'm forced to stay, at
I just wish this weight on my chest, wasn't so heavy, and would let me rest
I've been trying my very best, to stay awake, and away, from this mayhem
But I'm unable, to stop myself from getting angry
Especially, when there's so many, negative thoughts, that surround me
I'm surrounded, and grounded, by a bunch of clouds, clowning around, and drowning me, in this endless rain, which only leads me to pain
So, here I lay, restrained, wrapped up in these chains, on these rails, waiting for this train, to run me over, and cause me endless pain
Can't wait, till I go insane, and this train, breaks each and every single bone in my body

Lost, lonely, and bruised, used abused, and confused
I just let these feelings go loose, and let myself lose, this battle against these demons

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