Dear Mom

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Trees of life
All those memories we have are hard to erase
Everyime I try to disengage my thought'
Tears start to drop down and nothing ever heals

Never ok since the day you left and never said goodbye
But all that I know is
What you ever did was worth it and it's time I let you go in peace

Dear mama I am living in society where love is pain
With nobody to lay head on when in pain
All I wish is to see your smile once again
All I hear is how sweet you were from your friends

I feel like I am locked up in the past
With the key in my hands, overwhelmed by my thoughts
Mind troubled
Puberty misleading never had father nor mother figure to correct me when I missed out direction

Ain't bragging I am hurting
What did I do to deserve this
Only God knows I ain't expecting any answer
He already know what I am crying out for, 'fore ama step aside till he hit his radar

God you know my pain
Why you let me drown deep inside of me
Fear got me silent like a broken siren
Scared to associate with people cuz I am afraid of me

Hence I chose to be an outcast
Speak my pain through this melodies
Everything that takes away my happiness I murder it before the mic
Till I feel refind brand new like a shining star

But still mama the hole you left inside of me doesn't get filled up
Every time I trust in people they make it worse
Every time I try to close our chapter it keeps getting deep in my nerves
What should I do cuz I want to refresh

I can't even define myself as I'm living in the past
All those memories we have are hard to erase
Everyime I try to disengage my thought'
Tears start to drop down and nothing ever heals
Never ok since the day you left and never said goodbye
But all that I know is

What you ever did was worth it and it's time I let you go in peace
Mama where was you when I needed you huh
Are you playing hide and seak now huh
You told me that you would never leave us

Till we old enough to fend for ourselve'
Why did you choose to leave so early
Do you know how much it hurts to be an outcast
Do you know how it is like to mocked about your life, being glanced like you don't exist

Trash is better than how I feel
After all you never chose your destination
Only God knows why he took you so early
Maybe I should question him

But what's the point
What is done is done
There's no turning back
Only memories and scars remain

All I am tryna say is I am greatful you brought me into this world
Tried to shape me while you still can and had time
Never had much but ensured you leave a mark and memories of love
Mama you are irreplaceable

To me you are a soldier
A woman to raise three kids independently with love and care
I'm proud like a white cloud raining tears reminiscing from sweet memories we had

I remember when you used to bite my ear
Smiling felt like I could bite back but had no strength
All I could do was to smile back and wave my hands
To appreciate mothers love

I miss the feeling I felt when you held me near your heart
That affection I felt when we hugged
Factually I felt safe in your arms
All those memories we have are hard to erase

Everyime I try to disengage my thought'
Tears start to drop down and nothing ever heals
Never ok since the day you left and never said goodbye
But all that I know is
What you ever did was worth it and it's time I let you go in peace

I learned to appreciate every moment I get with my fam
Tomorrow might be never learn to respect your parents
Death got no mercy but you have

Don't see their worth when they are in graves ain't no tears will bring them back
This is your chance to dance with them

Live with no regrets float in sweet memories with them while you still can
Never be like me cry over the dead
Tryna suppress my feelings but they terminating me slow

Tryna move on but its like um stuck in a hole
Its been more than a decade but still hurts like it was yesterday's trauma
For me and my mom through this melodies is how we communicate

Therapy is hard to demonstrate
But if you believe you heal with time
Take it from me

Mama I hope you watchin' over me where ever you at
To everybody who lost their loved ones remember this is never the end

If tomorrow is the end let it be legendary to your world
It's never about you and me it's 'bout those who always keep us close to their hearts
I hope I never become a disapointment to you ma

I hope I never become a disapointment to you ma
I hope I never become a disapointment to you ma

All those memories we have are hard to erase
Everyime I try to disengage my thought' tears start to drop down and nothing ever heals

Never ok since the day you left and never said goodbye
But all that I know is what you ever did was worth it and it's time I let you go in peace

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