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drtyndn

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I dont really talk about it cuz ain't nothing to talk about
Can't say I'm lost without you, all I did was lost a partner
But that done happened too many times, f*ck do I look like falling behind?
I done been through all of these tries of figuring out what the f*ck is mine
I done heard that I don't deserve nothing
Don't get what I prefer, what if?
Stop bitching bout all the shit that's happening and wait for your fucking turn,brother
Still ain't nothing going on
They don't even fucking hear my songs
Took a different path, don't know right or wrong
It goes on and on

So I'mma stay by myself
Yea I'mma stay by myself
Yea I'm gonna stay by myself
Just gonna stay by myself
Yea I'mma stay by myself
Just gonna stay by myself
Just gonna stay by myself
Yea just gonna stay by myself

(No)
You gon slide? (No)
You gon ride? (No)
Ride or die? (No)
Who you find?
(No one, no one)
Really? No one?
Boy you fuckin trippin, get the f*ck out your emotions
Yea, tryna convince myself ain't nothing wrong with being broken
Every night I be toking, even when I'm grounded bitch I stay floating
Makes me so mad, seeing everybody fucking winning when I'm not
Keep moving with the waves, need to define where I mark my spot
But who the hell's gonna be proud? Did they ever fucking reach out?
No, well f*ck you too then bitch
In my way, you can move then bitch
I could never fucking lose lil bitch
Never really needed you lil bitch
Hit my line, bitch who is this?
I don't know, cuz I been incredible
Gotta climb higher just to reach my pedestal
Always gonna tell you that I'm better than you
You and pussy looking real identical, yo
See me trying to be so relatable but I be tired of just always faking bro
Still hating but I don't be saying nothing, I'mma just make it home

So I'mma stay by myself
Yea I'mma stay by myself
Yea I'm gonna stay by myself
Just gonna stay by myself
Yea I'mma stay by myself
Just gonna stay by myself
Just gonna stay by myself
Yea just gonna stay by myself

I keep hearing all this advice goddamn near everywhere that I look
They keep telling me to be happy and do what nobody else could
They say my life is my life as much as it is their life and they're right and I try but I never seem to just feel fine
It's hard doing so much, expectations gotta keep up
Always holding shit over my head thinking I won't ever do enough
Bitch I made my fucking self and I ain't ever need your help
No one care about what you care about, you ain't never left your shell
I ain't been that much of a fighter but I can take it there if you test me
Ask anybody that text me, know that shit could always get messy
But I ain't here to make threats, y'all go right, I'm tryna go left
Is it so crazy that I'm hating all the time I spend behind desks?
They keep telling me that it's my life and I could do whatever I want
But all I really wanna do is have some fucking fun
And increase my fucking funds to the point where y'all be stunned
And all this fake friendly shit is done so I don't gotta answer to no one
I don't really think about all the consequences to my actions
Trigger points in the hidden noise and I start getting distracted
Can't turn into a disaster, bitch I am the fucking master
I need me in your memories in this life and way after
Cuz I am so impactful, might need to build me a statue
They say you gotta earn it to deserve it, but y'all be doing it backwards
See I'm tryna gain some traction, but I still feel like I'm lacking
Cuz I can't ever seem to find the time to focus on my passions
It's like life is just stuck in this boring ass little loop
Where you can't piss nobody off, or else you gonna get screwed
Always gotta play by the rules, always gotta pay your fucking dues
Always gonna be someone that gonna hold that power over you
So what more can I do? Except be aware that life is so cruel
And just keep grinding til I got the ability to choose my next moves
Ye said "Shoot for the moon", P said "I could do it too"
So I guess believing in myself is really all I gotta do
Keep betting on me, don't give a f*ck about what y'all say
Just wait until I tell em "run my money up, bitch I hit my parlay"
Every single year I say the same thing, but I don't see much changing
I could talk all I want but I ain't doin it like they did
What's hard work, when every single effort that you've made gets torn up?
I guess I'll never find out if I keep taking all of these shortcuts
Got everybody telling me "You so good man, you going up!"
But what's the point in getting all this praise when nothing good really shows up?
Can't break out of this cycle man, can't break out of this cycle man
I really wish that I could fucking break out of this cycle man
Can't get nowhere significant if I just keep being broke
But work just be distracting me from actual self growth
Feel like nobody I know's motivated to be unique
Cuz they'd rather see that direct deposit hitting every two weeks
Man imagine if we was free to do whatever we please
Man I'm tryna get to that level but I just keep getting beat
Cuz y'all aint show no love, give me no credit, you could f*ck me over in any second
I been tryna get rid of all this negativity, but y'all won't let me cuz
Everybody on that same shit, man I don't see no one changing
That's why I keep going to different places so I could find the right placements
But maybe it's just me and I can't get along with people that well
And maybe I'm just delusional and I don't really have that skill
Or maybe it's just them tryna take advantage of the fact that I'm chill
Or maybe they just have some lil problem with me that they won't tell
But honestly man I don't really know
And I don't even wanna find the answers anymore
I know people gon be people and I hope they treat me well but if they don't then I can't do nothing about it except say farewell
So I'mma just keep doing me man ain't nothing wrong with being myself
I done made it up to this point and still got much more to tell
I know my story isn't done, I know my life has just begun
So let me you one last time muthafucka, I'm the chosen one lil bitch

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