Midnight Angst

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This feeling downtown
It's how I feel when you're not around
I get high to pass the time
Lining up another night
Staring at the window
Out the car
Thinking about how life used to be
But it's okay
We're here now and there's nothing I can do
Break the gate, nothing new
Under others guise we get things right

And I'm in a daze
Everything feels the same
Since you passed away
Colors turned to grey
And I'm keeping myself in the shade
I only feel alive
When I'm in disguise
I wish you were still alivе
At least you aren't herе to see these times
Can't dress up in a suit or a tie
And be complacent with a 9-5
But I wish you were still alive
I don't know how to thrive
Without hiding behind a mask n' tights
I wish you were still alive
I wish you were still alive

No one can see
How it feels to seethe
Separate your effervescence
The bust then you're forced to leave
I'd rather be forced to leave

I'm trippin, I'm movin' different
It's my responsibility
Activist I'm sippin'
Raver girl on Ritalin
And my friends the type to never repent
Shotgun, stalking him down the street
Move the corner, close the gap and
See if he bleeds
I'm not tryna come off as deranged
But if you've seen the things that I've seen then you know what I mean
You know that it ain't a thing
I'm in my own lane moving too different
F*ck internet activism
I take it to the streets I'm on a mission
I'm just barely getting by
When I'm on the 405
And if I'm just passing by
I think about you and cry

I wish you were still alive
When I'm on the 405 and I'm just passing by
Trace it, trace it
You talk a lot but you're never gonna face it
I wish you were still alive
When I'm on the 405 and I'm just passing by

I wish you were
I wish you were still alive
Wish you were still on the 405
When I'm on the 405
And I'm just passin by
I think about you and cry
Cuz I just can't imagine a world where you're not by my side
And I just can't believe these times

And I wish you were still alive
I don't know how to thrive
Without hiding behind a disguise
Drive!
Thrive!
And you don't know to drive!
And you don't know how to thrive!
And you don't know how to drive!
And you don't know how to drive!
Thrive!
And you just don't know
Can't even style (Drive!)
Your own clothes (Thrive!)
You just don't know
You've always been a clone (Drive! Thrive!)
No ideas of your own (Thrive!)
No original thoughts of your own
Thrive!

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