Lucid Duality

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You thought I'd forgotten, right? It was a dream of my marriage day
Was it Freud, who said dreams are what we want the most, seeing by ourselves during the night
As far as atypical goes for general worthlessness of psychology-foolish-psychiatry
Freud wasn't provoking in my rebuke of this idea
In the dream, I start out by gathering in my observation my high school camaraderie as a social Sphere
Alongside churchmates, spiritual mentors, friends, family, influential influencers I respect, and so On and so forth
It is an event in which all are aware that, if it's summoned in some sense into a dream or spiritual Assembly for some reason
I always lose a dream, and I can't sleep without doing this
So I began writing this at 3 AM when I woke up
It's hard to go into great detail, for it would require you to know the characters of real souls
Past events, past dreams, life experiences, and thoughts
So I necessarily give only a broad-paint stroke, which in this case I believe suffices
There are some things even perhaps not worth writing down
And as it's stated somewhere in Revelation, seal it up, do not write it down
Even so much as I was intending to write the full thing
For there is an intimacy within my relationship with God that I dare not speak of
And if you desire the same pearl, must see and know for yourself
That I can surely talk about the marriage itself
My proposal was to Jane
I gathered all the world's riches, I laid them paved into the show's grandeur of marital grace
I extended the likelihood in my mind that due to my weakness as a man not regarding my perfect Strides to nullify it
That other men had been with her as herself a willing participant
And I did
In combination to my spouse's due-extended devotion by my hand
These dreams are a conversation, if you will, between me and the Godhead and saints beloved
And so much was additionally examined about the nature of eternal benevolence as well as justice In these
This is the case with my every dream since the encounter I had at 18
But I don't believe that's worth being touched on
Only so much as to say there is a gravity to these examinations in the night
As to project a wisdom of seriousness and credibility that these simulations are not so false
But truer as life itself would be, were these events experienced by all at the same time
And so I was gathered together in front of the assembly
With all the splendor and riches of God the character given to me of love towards my childhood Infatuation
Intending to overwhelm her with an advance of marital future
All of the men who had loved her without loving her as much as I have were seated
Obviously clueless as to why they should be seated
Slash bothered to sit there as I condemn them each in turn by their true conduct
And at the same time atone for Jane that it was my fault for not having the capacity
To have her aid along these proceedings
Finally, after all these things were concluded, all the evidence seen
All the world in a nunchal of appearance was assembled
I got down on one knee with a ring and asked her to marry me
However, before this finality occurred, I made one last remark
And before this remark I must state a necessary truth about the world
You can love all the world perfectly as God himself does
And yet they will turn in the end and hate you for it
Choosing the short life's death of foolish self as their God
And it will seem good in their eyes
As I have journeyed with Christ I have witnessed this
A lot of believers think that if they just give concessions to the world
Admitting they are not different than them that will somehow end in good, but it won't
They crucify Christ and stone the prophets and how much more unto you
But myself I know this, and I don't treat it as inevitable or wanted
But I prepare for it
I give everyone everything I can
But I do not give them my life nor my glory of being
For Christ did that, and if it was and is not enough for them
I will only harm myself extending equally a second time
You can look up that verse in Hebrews about
Crucifying Christ a second time for self-condemnation
So the remark before my proposal was this
After atoning for her plausible and present adultery
As a product of culture myself in front of the witnesses
I said this
Jane, in every way I have taken away your choice
To choose whether or not I love you
Up unto the point where you have no excuse
To believe or not believe in me
But know this
At the same time I have made every accommodation for you
I am as wise as a serpent and as innocent as a dove
If you will marry me, well and good
But there is another, if not, I will be married
Before this, and then
In the gathering of the elect for the ceremony
Many were given recognition of myself
For sake of my fondness for them, along with the Lord's
One of them was you, Brett Cooper
Yet witness firsthand my devotion
And furthermore the course presented in my heart
Of course directed in the first half of this story
Began only a few days ago to be written
Formally down
You see, in the first section of this lucid duality
I began to paint a picture
Intended of a completely different dream
And character from the one I'm doing so now
Only changing with this one's eclipse of the first
In it, I intended to write two substantial works
Lucid duality and then duality lucid
The first was to be a character
Unparalleled in power calling himself Michael
And fulfilling all the prophecies
He had left biblically up
And including the assembly of Israel
And in reverence, I cannot now go into detail
The short of it was to give the world
Everything they wanted
A character so tragically powerful and deep and sober
Charismatic and enigmatic
That he couldn't be argued with as godly
Yet not completely escaped in the implications
That an impactful choice had to be made
Whether he actually was
In that I was to not give a resolution of the paradox
Only have it grow in power
Until the completion of all things
And then immediately follow it up
With a story of what I wanted which was
Duality lucid, a story taking place
Not with the heights but as perceived
As beautiful in this fallen age
But with what I've seen as a quiet
In a seemingly incomprehensibly wonderful place
That is a creation alongside this one in birth
But nakedly unspoiled
In the intimacy of marriage without saying corrupt
I fully intended the first to be embraced by the world
Giving it what it wanted
Leaving it peace to show
And have my beloved know
That the second one was where my heart was
Express, regardless of the powerful wisdom
Expressed to build it
The first, corrupting itself
For the sake of its splatter perhaps
A splatter I would use only as a foil
For my beloved's sake
Demonstrating for her as Christ did for his father
During Satan's temptation
That the world can have its cake and eat it too
I still choose you
But you were their breath in this assembly
And I had told Jane that there would be no mistake
Despite all and everything
She still had a choice
Yet even so I would be married
But one knew how
And what this meant nor really cared
But I knew the intentions and desires of my heart
When you had joined the assembly earlier
I had stated to all that you were esteemed in my sight
For having reminded me of traits
I had first remembered loving in her as a child
Even through my long difficult war with darkness
And yet while you took the praise
And raised not a sound of voice
Fight for the things I had empowered
Had made surely inevitable
That no man would ever wield the redemptive
And overshadowing greatness
Towards your feminine weaknesses
You've done so well of masking
And hiding from the world
Your discipline for the sake of beneficial investment
But it was still there
The virgin who wept with him
Heartbroken at the praise
Compliment extended
With only the grace of emptiness
And his son now fallen short
Unable to know where
Yet required to accept it
If so on fate of the authority I possessed
Godliness of humble woman
That so on display within your heart
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