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Truth is, I don't even know how high my own roof is
There's so many times I hit record and start feeling useless
I thought the people that I grew up with and knew since kindergarten would be here
But I see they passing the nooses
The truth is, I don't even know how high my own roof is
There's so many times I hit record and start feeling useless
I thought the people that I grew up with and knew since kindergarten would be here
But I see they passing the nooses

It's the end of my freshman year
Buddy came up to me and asked me, did you hear about Noah
Noah who
Our Noah he's laid up in the hospital
Parents found a million cuts on his legs
Like, man, stop
It's not possible
He's got perfect grades and finds school, halfway tolerable
Senior year, he'll probably end up on the honor roll
Got no reason to do that this year
He's on a roll
We need to support him and figure out what's wrong in his world
Did his parents get hurt or something
No
Did Jessica maybe dump him
No
Maybe that's just his way of getting by for the time being
Maybe that's just his way to make him feel just how we see it
Maybe that's just his way of calming down while his demons leeching
I don't know what to say, but what if
Man, maybe he just felt worthless
But everything seemed so perfect
I don't know why he would go hurt his self

Truth is I don't even know how high my own roof is
There's many times i hit record and start feeling useless
I thought the people that I grew up with and knew since Kindergarten would be here but I see they passing the nooses
Truth is I don't even know how high my own roof is
There's so many times i hit record and start feeling useless
I thought the people that I grew up with and knew since Kindergarten would be here but I see they passing the nooses

End of senior year
It's time for graduation
They countin' heads, we missin' one, so we just keep on waitin
We startin' to run out of time, all of our parents impatient
So we start goin' to the gym, but in my head I'm thinkin
Where's Noah at? He's gotta graduate too
I told him I would play this song for him, and then the whole school
My phone is hooked up to a cord next to the old teacher's
So I can play my song, but my phone starts ringin' on the speakers
And just as we about to throw our caps way up to the bleachers
My ringtone gets cut off, I look up and my phone's with a teacher
She's lookin' out into the crowd like she a militia leader
She looks at us, our class, that's a look that we feared
She looked at me, as soon as she did, out came a tear
She put a hold on graduation, and she pulled us aside
She looked at me especially, and then out here came a cry
She said, I'm sorry, we're all confused and wonderin' why
She looked at us, right in the eye, and said that Noah has died
I choked, I started feelin' like a bulge in my throat
I started thinkin' I ain't even get to say goodbye, bro
I started cryin' harder, then I heard a noise from my phone
It was his mama callin', said that Noah left us a note
I told her, send me a picture, I need to hear how it goes
When she sent it, I couldn't bear to see what he wrote
I finally got the guts to open it, so here's how it goes
It said, the truth is, I don't know if I can get through this
And if I can, then tell me where the f*** all the proof is
I been thinkin' on it for years, and I just don't have a purpose
Every time I open up, I start to feel like I'm worthless
I tried to end it all, freshman year, but all of you saved me
It was perfect for a while, I mean, that's up until lately
All the pain came back, and in my head, I started to hate me
So I don't have a second thought, this pain is drivin' me crazy
I love you

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