24 or 25, Los Angeles
The Author
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How many addictions did I have to suffer to find the courage to admit what I wanted Now I'm in Los Angeles I'm twenty-four or twenty-five, pretending to be an actor and a writer As if the fraudulence of each claim would cancel out the incredibility of the other "I just moved from New York," is what I'd say No matter how long after the fact No matter who asked Completely ashamed to admit I was living in Hollywood, worse even West Hollywood, the gayest place on earth A hero's journey you'd never want to read, certainly not write During this period of my life, a pale blue abstraction I only remember moments of ready-made literature Whiskey for breakfast, drug-tossed salads Getting over you was an embarrassing tale that never found conclusion It's for experience, I said to no one, because no one asked, because I never shared Maybe if I write about it Yeah, and what if words could disappear the past Could make miracles believable And I just follow my senses onto the page And through the page and into the room with you Dear reader, who holds my life in her hands There's a bluebird in my heart that wanted to get out But Los Angeles is such a lonely place Lost in an autistic void, I had nothing going, no auditions My managers were frauds, and I hated acting And writing? I wasn't even trying All I could determine was that my personality itself was at best a poem Where 'poem' is understood as referring to the failure of language To be equal to the possibilities it suggests A subtext of romance underscored by the despair of all time Those days Curled pages turned with no bookmark Puckered lips, all smooches At a certain point in the story You come to give up all the old ambitions You see them for what they were Fantastical scribblings of an imaginary life You were bound to nothing, no words The world makes no commission from your failures Nor from your successes Every decision is a mistake just as every decision is a prophecy You the prophet are only as stupid as your indecisions You the moron are only as smart as your decisions You are not brilliant because you are miserable And you are not stupid because you are happy Unloved implies love Love implies nothing Time laughs after it's passed and finished And since laughing is permitted you too may make of it a mockery Perhaps through writing I could become someone else
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