Internal War

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Maneac Check'It

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Tied up in a web of my own lies, I
Tell myself time and time again I'm gon try l, why
Do I say this after so much time has flown by, drive

Seems to be running out and I think that they gon hate me like I hate myself
All this freakin pain I felt
Over the years, it's adding up and I sin too much to pray for help
Am I chasing after something that was never even there
My ambitions the exact reason why I ain't sleeping well
Just a kid that's low on confidence
Tryna find a way to get back some of it
Maybe I'll be okay if I accomplish this
But who knows, mentally, I could be kinda sick
Fighting day and night with my body and spirit
I am not coherent, my mind getting weary
Keep hoping, wishing for a sign of redemption
Can't catch a break be'cause the time keep on ticking
Deep thoughts taking me under
Face demons that I have yet to conquer
Please don't let this last any longer
'Cause what's not killing me, is not making me stronger

Fighting in my head, I can't control all these thoughts
Tear me into pieces, it's a brutal assault
Never ending cycle, wonder where did it start
Beast of a machine, I swear I'm hearing the roar
Staring at the man in the mirror, he looks empty and dark
From giving em his all just to be left with a broken heart
This more than a battle, man, this is a war, uh ohh, uh ohh, uh ohh

Fighting in my head, I can't control all these thoughts
You never really get a chance to hear from the source
Lost in my emotions and it's taking its toll
It's an internal war, it's an internal war
Keep fighting in my head, it's an internal war
Can't blame nobody else 'cause it's an internal war
Can't really ask for help 'cause it's an internal war
It's an internal war, it's an internal war

I know, I know, I know, I hide it well
My soul spirals, I hope I can excel
Quite low, my own rival, why can't you tell
It's vital, tightrope, my goal's off to the left
Like what I'm supposed to
Don't really have a clue should I act like I'm happy
I don't even know if trying really worth the hassling
Feeling like I oughta be past all this madness
I'm not even all that close with my family
I'm way too awkward for human interactions
Sometimes I wake up at night in a panic
From overthinking my unfortunate circumstances
Like I don't have enough money to pay these bills
I ran out of savings, it's making me ill
My car got repoed early this year
And I don't have a girl so it's lonely in my crib
On a sinking ship, is this a sign
I should keep going or should I quit

Fallen angel on my shoulder talking again
And he's starting to make a little sense
And then I'm

Fighting in my head
I can't control all these thoughts
You never really get a chance to hear from the source
Lost in my emotions and it's taking its toll
It's an internal war, it's an internal war
Keep fighting in my head, it's an internal war
Can't blame nobody else 'cause it's an internal war
Can't really ask for help 'cause it's an internal war
It's an internal war, it's an internal war
I know, I know, I know, I had it well
I know, I know, I know, I had it well
I know, I know, I know, I had it well
I know, I know, I know, I had it well

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