Desperate Measures (Explicit)

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Lil Tylar

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Desperate times, desperate measures. Days have always been better
Maybe it's the goddamn weather. Maybe it's the temperature
Desperate times, desperate times. Desperate measures, desperate measures, desperate measures
It calls for desperate measures

I recently had a realization that my situation is forever lesser than everybody standing in my section
Ever since the days of the fucking resurrection, I've been in over my head, so I got a confession
This music is mentally testing my strength inside, and I'm learning these lessons while I'm also constantly battling depression
I'm fighting with demons, they ain't getting the message

Maybe it's this virus or viral infection that I can't contain inside my brain
I just want y'all to feel my pain, just for a second
Understand that I don't wanna talk. Some days I can't even walk
My anxiety steers my days for me. I know it seems insane to be me, but I just wanna be free

Feel like I'm shackled to this pain. Every day is filled with the rain
I got thoughts of using razor blades on my own wrists just to break free of the shackles within
These chains are getting underneath my skin
Do you wanna know what agony I'm in? My mom always moved me around

I was always the new kid in school. Everyone laughed and called me a fool
Till I found music, now they think that I'm cool
Now I flip it on its head and use it as fuel to make these tracks that I don't even wanna make
To be honest, I start to hesitate, cause sometimes I don't wanna create

But I have to choose to speak my mind. The answer to my own questions I cannot find
My past is what built me as a man today. So I gotta stop feeling guilty every day
I gotta stop seeing gray
Before the day that I pass away, I don't wanna silently fade

Into nothingness, I'm gonna put some ice on my fucking wrist
So I'ma keep battling through, cause this music is gonna be my tool
I'ma take it down to history, so I can prove that it's meant to be
And my enemies will start to envy me, and I just won't be a damn memory

I know that it's my fucking destiny to be a legend
Somebody that nobody ever forgets and treats with respect
Cause they see my heart through my chest. This life is putting me through the test
Y'all just see my emptiness. My past is full of regrets

The fact my mom and dad weren't always around. That almost put me into the ground
My homies saved my life. I'm forever grateful
Cause dying in vain would be disgraceful. I'ma keep doing music till that fateful day
When I lay in my grave, and I hope that everyone will say I was brave

For bearing through the pain and the hardship. And not turning myself into a carcass
And just know that I'm barely getting started. I get taken advantage of for being big hearted
Yeah, that thing's been broken by lots of women
They only wanted the benefits that I was given

And that's not even worth reliving. Snakes in the grass, beasts slithering like Harry Potter
Ex was fucking another dude and I caught her right before she was about to have my daughter
That made everything so much harder than another thing that had me depressed
Feeling the weight of her on my chest. Time to take that weighted vest off and lay it on the bed

Put it to rest cause I gotta go out there and be the best
Go to Budapest and meditate. I just gotta evacuate
Cause in my current mental state, I'll be dead before heaven skates
I gotta control my fate anyways

The abyss was created in my sadness
And now I can finally get to the maddest. And I'll push the song out to the masses
Is that what everyone wanted to hear
F*ck

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