Honest With Myself For Once

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Lukhanyo Mandubu

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You said you wanted to become the greatest artist in the world right
But before we get there
When you started this music journey
You said
You are only rapping
You are only making music because you wanted to express yourself
And to be honest
You have been expressing yourself
But
Not in the way that you said you would when you started
So when I listen to your music
When I watch your music videos
It's like you are trying to fit in
So come on
Do what you promised me

I'ma be honest
I'ma be honest
I'ma be honest
With myself
For once
I'ma be honest
I'ma be honest
I'ma be honest
With myself
For once

I'm not broken but
I'm really lonely
Stare at the mirror
But
I don't know me
It's clear I've been writing to express myself
But I'm still scared of showing myself with tears
Coz I'm scared of being judged
So I ended up judging myself
(You weak man)
Thought I was caged
But as I keep looking well at the man in the mirror bro
The enemy is myself
But from here on out
I'm going to be honest with myself
First things first
I still miss my ex
How can I not?
When all of my plans had her written all over like we already tied a knot
Crazy coz I don't only miss her when I'm taking L's
I also miss her when I'm bagging W's
I'm not saying this just to get some views
I'm just tired of pretending like everything is going good
Well it is going good
But I wish it was her I share the news with
But f*ck it

I'ma be honest

It's almost 6 months
And it's only hitting me now my forever is gone (damn)
I've been working hard so much (damn)
I didn't even have time to accept she's really gone
Since I can't tell nobody this
I'll just put it on a song
Look
Queen
I'm sorry that my words hurt you
I saw that you moved on
So quick since I'm being honest
(Hope you healed)
I'm so big on communication
But without understanding there's really no point
I really wish we sat down and talked
I really wish we sat down and  really understood each other
I really wish
I really wish I (could be yours again)
I really wish you (could be mine again)
I really wish I could have you in my arms one more time

Please come back

I'ma be honest
I'ma be honest
I'ma be honest
With myself
For once
I'ma be honest
I'ma be honest
I'ma be honest
With myself
For once

I'm still refusing help
God gave me everything I needed
I really hate depending on somebody else
But all these plans he handed me
Put me in a place where I really do need somebody else
But
Lately I've been using manifestations
And I've been attracting good people with good energies everywhere I go
My soul been saying take it slow
Everything that's meant for you
Will find you
Or you'll walk towards it
Now I walk in alignment
Everything that is happening in my life is in my favour
I no longer live in doubt
Even when theres clouds in my sky
I look above and beyond
Coz the sun will always shine
The sun will always shine
For my dreams I'm showing up
There's no way I'm giving up
Because God is on my side
Yeah

I'ma be honest
I'ma be honest
I'ma be honest
With myself
For once
I'ma be honest
(Gotta be)
I'ma be honest
(Gotta be, I gotta be)
I'ma be honest
(Gotta be)
With myself
For once
(With myself)
I'ma be honest
(Gotta be)
I'ma be honest
(Gotta be, I gotta be)
I'ma be honest
(Gotta be)
With myself
For once
(With myself)

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