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MeatSpady is a Hip-Hop artist from North Philadelphia currently residing in the outskirts of the Philadelphia area. Equipped with a smooth confidence in his delivery, coupled with witty metaphors and deep real-life conceptual content, MeatSpady has become one of his city’s most promising artist. At an early age, MeatSpady had a natural musicians talent, and a deep love for music. Growing up, he was heavily influenced by many artist from all genres of music. Musically inclined since a youth, it wasn’t until 2017 that he began to take the craft serious with the release of the heavily talked about mixtape “The Beautiful Letdown”. Most of the tracks were covers but still seemed to resonate with his fans. He would follow up almost 2 years later with the melancholy… more »

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If, oh if, if I?
I keep thinking if? oh if, if I?
What good is

I'm not one to question my Lord but I can't help it to know
What if my life had ended up the way it started to go
If we never moved to Philly and I wasn't getting bullied
I would never know the feeling you feel when you gotta pull it
If it wasn't for Donna Schuyler
I promise you that I would've been a troublesome student
I really was going through it and I thought nobody knew it
She led me to Harry Potter a relatable influence for a truant
If I never met Jakal he was taller than us all
But the shyt that he would say to me would make me feel so small
Til this day I couldn't fathom why that situation stuck with me
I guess he didn't know that dirty 10 year old looked up to him
But If I had Jamal then I wouldn't need Jakal
And either one of them probably don't think of this at all
It's just another question that I pulled from off the list
I don't really need an answer but sometimes I sit ask myself

If, oh if, if I?
I keeping thinking
If, oh if, if I?
What good is
If, oh if, if I?
I keeping thinking
If, oh if, if I?
What good is

I be thinking if my mom chose crack instead of drinking
If I had my kids during the week instead of the weekend
If I had my kids at all if I never was involved
Would the issues that I had with these bitches be unsolved
If me and Michelle met at another time
I think my first three kids would probably have different moms
Or maybe her first two would just have a different dad
That ain't the way chips fell and truly that shyt is sad
If I robbed Bankwitdadank that summer we wasn't speaking
Would people see our relationship and still think it was decent
I would have a set of twins if it wasn't for Misses Gregory
It'd be a lie if I say I didn't think about it regularly
If I studied at Madinah and married little Aisha
There would never be a reason these rappers would want a feature
Just a couple more questions that I pulled from off the list
I don't really do regrets but sometimes I gotta ask myself

If, oh if, if I?
I keeping thinking
If, oh if, if I?
What good is
If, oh if, if I?
I keeping thinking
If, oh if, if I?
What good is

I haven't really been that proud of me
Shahada I owe you your husband a real apology
My pride was meant for swallowing
I knew better but let the way I feel about you trump that
So now when homie see me that fade he wanna run that
I ain't turning down no fades but truly I do not want that
I clearly was in the wrong and for that I have no come back
If Shanaya ever called me to tell me why she away from me
I know deep in her heart that there will always be place for me
I know that you ashamed and tryna hide them mistakes from me
Life was teaching you lessons I see you learning them gracefully
If my father was still alive and he never would've died
I'd put my pride to the side and say I apologize
If only I can turn back the hands on every watch
Tic toc on every clock my life would probably stop
This is all wishful thinking that I know I'll never get
And I know I'm just a man but sometimes I feel ask ourselves

If, oh if, if I?
I keeping thinking
If, oh if, if I?
What good is
If, oh if, if I?
I keeping thinking
If, oh if, if I?
What good is

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