WHO I BECAME

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Why am I always hating on myself
Always treated like I'm nothing
Not expecting nothing else
I guess that's why I'm always by myself
I'm not supposed to be
But left it in the hands of someone else
Is what I think about myself the truth
You always told me I was crazy
Cause that never could be true
I guess that's why it felt so good with you
I thought that you were my forever
Now I don't know what to do

So many problems in this life
Some call them ups and downs
A lot were out of my control
The rest I went out and found
And still do what you expect
When you been broken in half
When she decides it's best to end it all
On your behalf
And starts to point out all the things in you
She knows that you hate
And starts to pick apart a man
Who's thirty years in the make
And so you take it and you take it
Cause you gave her your heart
Afraid your biggest fear will happen
And you end up apart

Why am I always hating on myself
Always treated like I'm nothing
Not expecting nothing else
I guess that's why I'm always by myself
I'm not supposed to be
But left it in the hands of someone else
Is what I think about myself the truth
You always told me I was crazy
Cause that never could be true
I guess that's why it felt so good with you
I thought that you were my forever
Now I don't know what to do

So when it happened I was lost
Went off that deep deep end
I numbed myself with medication
And fucked over friends
I got so desperate in addiction
Not to feel this pain
I didn't like what I was doing
Or who I became
But I was hurt so fucking bad
I'd be alone and I'd cry
I hated all of my emotions
But still wondered why
Am I not good enough for anyone?
Cause that's what I think
This pain is so fucking intense
I need way more than just a drink

Why am I always hating on myself
Always treated like I'm nothing
Not expecting nothing else
I guess that's why I'm always by myself
I'm not supposed to be
But left it in the hands of someone else
Is what I think about myself the truth
You always told me I was crazy
Cause that never could be true
I guess that's why it felt so good with you
I thought that you were my forever
Now I don't know what to do

Why am I always hating on myself
Always treated like I'm nothing
Not expecting nothing else
I guess that's why I'm always by myself
I'm not supposed to be
But left it in the hands of someone else
Is what I think about myself the truth
You always told me I was crazy
Cause that never could be true
I guess that's why it felt so good with you
I thought that you were my forever
Now I don't know what to do

Now I keep trying to look strong
But it's a lie cause I'm not
I've felt so broken for so long
I wish this feeling would stop
I'm fucking over it I'm tired
But yo I'll never give up
If this is life than I accept it
But it's been pretty rough
I'm sick of hurting, sick of crying
Sick of being alone
I feel I'm meant for something better
Hope it's just down the road
So if you feel the way I do
I know it's hard it's a fight
But those who stumble through the darkness
Live to dance in the light

Why am I always hating on myself
Always treated like I'm nothing
Not expecting nothing else
I guess that's why I'm always by myself
I'm not supposed to be
But left it in the hands of someone else
Is what I think about myself the truth
You always told me I was crazy
Cause that never could be true
I guess that's why it felt so good with you
I thought that you were my forever
Now I don't know what to do

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