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I done put so much work in this
Still it's okay that they don't appreciate the value of my services
That's what happens when you ain't in it for promotional purposes
It's amazing
Most of the love you show will never get reciprocated
That's just how the game goes
It's not that you running into a bunch of them who saying no
It just ain't no
Acknowledgment
You only fit the esthetic when you're sharing one of their posts
They won't
Even tap the heart
Such an important
Organ
They treat it like it's foreign
Cupid shaking his head
Lucky we don't need reassurance
When we performing

This shit so easy and they can't even keep up

I ain't even fit in with my crew
They were just the only ones who embraced me
And ironically the only ones who challenged me
I was working overtime cause we were so different I had to deal with the fact that it simply wasn't enough to just let the talent speak
Been to shows
Not to build
Just to show that those other rappers were not for real
Seen a lot of gas
But they were popping still
Had to salute them for that
Not the skill
That's why I was never tripping
About never getting
The recognition
I had to check conditions
Far as I could see
Either their lenses were blurred and they needed fresh prescription
Or they just ain't have objective vision
How could I blame them
For me to stay reluctant
I could only admire that they were brave enough to face the judgment
Confidence was so bittersweet
I would hate to love it
Cause it wasn't something that I was raised enough with
Couldn't imagine just popping up to the game
Without practicing and expect to have the answer
Not the game
I'm in the gym like I'm facing elimination
They should expect me to have the candor to tell them we're not the same
Earned every flower
Every L was a lesson
Writing helped with depression
Ain't even know that I had it
First album was supposed to be titled Therapy
That's my Simpson bag
Years later looking back at myself and reflecting
Did I predict it or manifest it
Or are they one in the same
Is it just karma for everyone that I shamed
Or am I just a product of the conversation of mental health
Reaching the mainstream and this is just something to blame
When I'm struggling
It's days when getting out of bed just to be tough again
Is suffering
It's people going through it even worse
And don't even know it
And if they do they were taught that it would be weak to show it
Especially men
Cause what's happening
In the masculine
Chapter of the societal bible
That's a sin
I'd have to understand Morse code
When I'm tapping in
With my folk
I'd accept an accident
Stumbling into confession is healthier than quietly unraveling
I don't wanna wake up to the news of another tragic end
Dying from it
Living through it
It's a losing
Battle either way
People say
If you give into to it
That's the easy way
And I would never
But I get the rules in
All of this
People like to pick and choose and
Ease away from the fight if they ain't got the leverage
To guarantee the win and then exclude it
Like it's never happened when they see an extreme case
Self-righteous
They disillusioned
It's a privilege
To know nothing bout it but add opinions to it
This is venting music
I don't expect to be supported by folk who like to pretend in music
Ever since the beginning
I been putting my life right in the music
And I got the nice pen in music
Ever since the beginning
I been putting my life right in the music
And I got the nice pen in music
Brim

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