Overfeeling

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Cookey

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I feel like I'm unwelcome
I feel like I want to be handsome, but I'm throwing a tantrum
I feel like I'm being an asshole
I'm just trying to avoid being fragile
I'm sorry I'm baffled, I feel so confused
I feel like I am not cool
I should stop being me, instead be something new
Shit, I feel like I don't fit in, I'm not equal
I feel like the third wheel in a group of people
I feel like I used to carry greatest charisma
Now it's self doubt that I carry and express all like barista
I feel like in the doghouse
I feel I can't escape this
I feel I'm being blocked out
I feel misunderstood
I feel dispensable to the greater good
I feel like I don't matter, but I still feel under pressure
Man what if I simply can't and what if I can't get no better
Man I feel embarrassed in front of everyone
My friends, acquaintances, my family, to strangers and my parents
I feel like I'm talking too much
Feel like maybe I should try to shut up for once
I feel unvalued, I feel unrescued
Damn it man, I'm just really trying to help you
I feel like there's no right way for me
I feel I deserve more emotionally
I feel like there's no right way for me
And even if there was, it's too dark to see
I'm feeling pain inside my ribcage
It feels like different shapes are watching me like it is ugh
I feel like I need more love, feel like I'm only spreading it
I need a break, I'm starving because it seems like there's a lack of it
Using up my energy and patience like it's kung fu
Working hard but now I do need someone to hold onto
Damn, where is my confidence?
I was the charming short guy, now this the consequence
I'm starting to dislike myself but this can't be the only way
I've changed, I know and I feel like I'm starting to dissociate
They could help, the tears that I should shed
Instead of biting my tongue, forced to hold it back
I feel like I shouldn't keep all that shit to myself
Because it's eating me up from the inside out like it was cake
I feel like I'm stuck in the coldness
Or I'm just being repellent like lotus
It's getting harder every time, just to keep my focus
And I'm so scared, it's going to turn out hopeless
I feel someone should genuinely ask me how I'm doing
Yeah, but I really don't want another friendship to be ruined
Man this shit is fucked, I feel like being hugged
I know how this sounds but I'm desperate for the love
Damn
I feel like I'm wasting my time
But I also feel like I'm about to ignite
I was marked for a moment, I flashed for a second
Success looked potent, but instead got stagnant
I feel like I want to build a barrier
Because the weight of all this got heavier
I'm exhausted and need to be cleansed for clarity
Smite all my demons and be healed from that energy
I don't want to go ghost or teleport away
I want to be visible, the centre of the stage
I want to be seen as poet, the coldest
But probably won't and I already know it
I feel like I don't know what to do anymore
I hustle everyday but for who anymore?
I feel like I need a break from this
I feel like I'm starting to hate this shit
I feel like what earl said
Mind in the trash, next to where my fucking passion went
I feel like I'll never reach those heights
But all I can do, is try
I feel like I love all of my friends
But how many of them will forever have my back?
Some of them are already barely reaching out
And I'm the one that texts them every time, it makes me doubt
Man, I feel stuck in a rut
Why does it have to be my birthday for you to hit me up?
Why is all you say, few words before you leave?
I rarely hear from you, but next year I'll see
I feel like I know what the truth is
It makes everything I do so useless
I feel like I'm stuck in the rain too
And I feel like I can't entertain you
I feel like not a part, more of a bystander
I feel like the one in a group that doesn't really matter
I feel like there is not a difference
If I'm in your life or non existent
Maybe, I'm expecting too much
Or maybe you don't care about staying in touch
I feel like what I consider funny you think is annoying
This makes me feel distressed, I act like I'm enjoying
I feel like I'm not invited, you don't want me here
Feel like you're not excited, should I disappear?
Maybe, I crossed the line too fast
I feel like I shouldn't open up, I can't
I feel like I haven't cried in a while
I feel like I want to be right by someone's side
I came from dreaming once a month to dreaming almost everyday
My sleep is getting more unpleasant, I'd be tired anyway
I feel like I fear falling for fanatic feelings
Feel like I'm far off and might going to hit the ceiling
I feel like having a hard time finding motivation
Observing this I think that I can the see the correlation
Shit is acting up, sleep schedule is fucked
Working on my shit, yet I feel like being judged
Feel like, I'm being underestimated
Feel like I'm inferior when someone is playing favourites
I feel like I deserve better
I hope I don't feel these feelings forever
This isn't really healthy, what I'm thinking to myself
Tell me at what point should I be reaching out for help
Because I feel I got no one to talk to
Or maybe I just don't even want to
I feel if I was be gone, I wouldn't be missed
I feel so sick, bro this isn't it
Please give me some water, please some agua, please some H2O
Am I really that replaceable?
Am I?
I feel like the ones that love me the most
Are barely getting any affection from me back
I feel they deserve the world
But I failed and I'm starting to hate myself for that
I feel like I don't deserve you
Feel like I don't want to hurt you
But I act egoistic and so ungrateful
Looking in the mirror now is fucking shameful
Instead of giving love to them I waste it on her
Turned out I should have kept those feelings where they were
There aren't many things that crush my confidence
But you are one of them
You make me feel like, you are trying to avoid me
Act disgusted, I feel like I'm too noisy
Guess I just get over it
Yo bro, feels like since she popped up
I'm not anymore in your number one spot
Still I'll always listen, to all of your decisions
Think I shouldn't be bothered about sharing that position
Feel I don't have the priority I once had
I keep telling myself, that I'm not mad
That I'm not sad
I feel like it's so hard to write this
I feel like these words are going to last and be timeless
I feel like there's no one who will get this
Not even all the people in my closest friendships
And the problem is my consciousness, I feel I can't get over this
I overthink it so much and it constantly does contradict
I feel like this might be something to relate
Or something you will hate
Damn

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