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Ayenjee

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Look
I feel like stepping on the street today
I feel a sudden cool breeze, ocean waves at my feet today
My phone's dead, so there's nothing bad happening
No more notifications of bad accidents
Or kidnappings, just me walking down the block
Birds chirping kind of funny how they sing but never talk
Wish that I could do the same, grow some wings and join a flock
In reality I'll solo 'til the day I kick the rock
But never mind that
I wish that I could go and get some time back
I asked god to help me could he put me on the right track
I felt a little lost education or some fly rap
He told me I had gave you this life so spread some life back
I'm still up on the fence, I don't think I could climb back
To whichever other side that I don't pick, but I don't mind that
I'd rather full send it to the shit that makes me smile
If I don't then I'ma always end up reminiscing times when I did
I feel like such a stupid little kid
When I play my little songs wishing I could make it big
And I show them to my mom and I send them to my friends
But they never get released cause I'm afraid it's not a hit
What if I did
And end up at the top just for a bit
I could buy a brand new house where I'd live with all my friends
And I'd kick it in the studio with Kenny and with JID
Writing words til the sun go down and come up once again

I don't know where I'm going
I hope that you know something
I don't like who I'm being
I got my wrongs and got my reasons
All you do is haunt me
Keep me close, I need you watching
Since we spoke I keep on calling
Will I fly or end up falling

This is my confessional
I'd rather fall then have my life up on a pedestal
I wanna try to do the shit that I had relished on
But if I take off, I'll send you some collectibles
I just invited all my friends and they brought edibles
I just took about a third I feel incredible, delectable
I cant tell which way is up what's the directional
Feel like I'll die about any second but I'll let you know, I have to go!
I'm floating higher than a Chinese spy balloon
I look beside me, it's the guy that's on the moon
When the curtains get to burning what's the move
What's a ladder s'posed to do when I'm the highest in the room
I'm surrounded by the lions in the tomb
It's hard to think when there's a fire in the room
The smoke is filling up my lungs I'm facing doom
Because I swept all my problems under the rug, now I assume that's the deal
Maybe I'll be happier, I feel
If I focus on my classes and I honed in all my skills
If I study maybe something in my head will start to heal
Maybe time will start to pass and all my problems get revealed
What if I don't
And study 'til I graduate alone
I could make a little money maybe buy a stable home
I could have a couple neighbors I don't really even know
Mow the lawn and listen to the shit I made when I was on

I don't know where I'm going
I hope that you know something
I don't like who I'm being
I got my wrongs and got my reasons
All you do is haunt me
Keep me close, I need you watching
Since we spoke I keep on calling
Will I fly or end up falling

Uhuh
Put me up, no no
I just want one more
I just want one more
Yeah
I just want one more
Yeah
I just want one more
One more, one more
God damn

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