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Channa striata, the striped snakehead, is a species of snakehead fish. It is also known as the common snakehead, chevron snakehead, or snakehead murrel and generally referred simply as mudfish. It is native to South and Southeast Asia, and has been introduced to some Pacific Islands. Reports from Madagascar and Hawaii are misidentifications of C. maculata.A genetic study published in 2017 indicates that C. striata is a species complex. more »

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This life shit been really hard lately
Waiting for the moment my luck will start changing
Till then I got my head in the clouds star gazing
But always being so down been really heartbreaking
See my friends and all the moves they are making
Wonder if we'll part ways at our age they aren't waiting
This a young mans' game and the clock's racing
Hoping I can catch the baton before this job takes me
But these hands of mine just ain't cooperating
Pulled a 180 I just don't got the spontaneity
But giving up ain't the way that my pops raised me
But I can feel that spark fading
Catching myself having all these little talks daily
Debating if I'm really an artist or just cosplaying
If this is the dragon I gotta stop chasing
For something I actually got a shot making
But I know what you're all saying
It's ringing in my head
I can't quit this soon on the thing I do the best
Even though it consistently seems to bring me to the edge
So much so I used to really think I wanted death
Till I saw it burn a bridge that I built
Killed a home I had made and left me with the guilt
How is music gonna make me not feel unfulfilled
How am I supposed to feel anything that isn't real
This life shit really put me to the test
But still I feel like I shouldn't be depressed
Like I should be grateful cuz it could've given less
It still don't change the fact this knife is pushing to my neck
Fingers hooking to my flesh I struggle to hold
The weight is way too much I can't juggle them both
Feel weakness in my knees as they buckle and fold
And then accept my own defeat after coming so close
Losing interest in the things that I love
Swung for the fences in the end I still struck
Wasn't my intention to give this all up
But what is my incentive when I'm still stuck
Still at the same place when I was in my teens
Left with as many questions as I had before I seen
The one thing that life ever really had to bring
True pain when I saw her life fade in front of me
Life flashed but the world kept spinning
The bills kept coming but her life was ending
Looking back on that moment and it's like I'm still in it
It's been a year since we grieved in your final minutes
It's been a year since I breathed and it still hurts
Honestly sometimes it feels worse
Fighting this fight has been a real chore
Living my life while trying to live yours

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