The Wrestler/Note to Self

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Baby Boy Keith

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"Wherever you are, it's like real wrestling action"
I got my love for wrestling through my dad
I liked the shit from round my time, he liked the old shit instead
We used to watch the DVDs and talk on Cena and Edge
I remember when I told him that my dream was to wrestle
Funny how that became my dream but let a classmate straight bully me
He'd slap me in my head and I was scared to do anything
Back in 4th grade, confrontation put fear in me
Too scared to tell the teacher out of fear of him hearing me
So I'm thinking like , "How do I tell my pops about him"?
Cause I remember dad had beat my ass cause I was a wimp
And I ain't know if I tried telling him, he'd go off and trip
So I just sit in ponder on it while I hush up my lips
Thinking to myself, I'm weak and I won't ever be the strongest
I can't even stop a bully but want beef with Randy Orton?
I'm like what the hell to do man should I fight or should I forfeit?
I ain't never had a bully , and my first was Tyler
Me and daddy watching our wrestling one weekday evening
I'm fighting back these hopeless expressions like he won't see me
He looked right over at me, proceed to turn down the tv
Asked me son what's on your mind, like tell me what you thinking
Well Dad, there's a kid in this class and he picks on me
He take like every single chance that he got to just rip on me
He like to slap my head and clown on my shoes and clown on my tees
As I explain my grievances, tears would roll down my cheek
My father wiped my eyes and he lifted up high my chin
Somehow I felt some comfort but his energy was grim
He told me, "Son the next time that boy he picking on you again
You bet not hesitate just beat the f*ck out of him"
You beat him til the teacher try pulling you off that boy
You prove to him and all who is really the soft ass boy
He might've won them battles but my son gone win the war
Never not defend yourself when trouble comes aboard
I thought bout what he said to me and gave me what I needed
How the very next day Tyler come picks on me, he's defeated
Oh it's funny how I thought I had finally raised the stakes
Cause soon as Tyler came around and slapped me, boy I flaked
He walked right off and laughed with the his homies, while I do math in my own head
Observing all of the outcomes if I put him in a coma
If I drag this lil nigga all up and down through this hallway
If I do wrestling moves that I learned from watching on Mondays
I had my fist balled up, I'm thinking I'm finna buck
I yell his name, he turned around, and staring at me like "What?"
I stare back at him, but I'm nervous , overthinking I'm stuck
Just my luck, I lose my confidence, he walked off like "tuh"
I can't believe it, man I turned around and cried
Went to the bathroom and I wiped my puffy eyes
What I'm gonna tell my dad, I let that nigga slide?
Words cannot express just how I really feel inside
Never gone be a man, never gone be a wrestler
Never have friends, I'm never gone be accepted
Never gone get that girl I always see at breakfast
If I tell my dad, really don't know what to expect
My daddy took me to the gym with him; he working on his legs again
I'm thinking how to tell him how I failed him acting feminine
But instead of being truthful, I lied and started impressing him
I told him how I beat Tyler's ass and he won't start mess again
That was the proudest I have ever seen my dad
And he brought that up a lot throughout the years , boy, he would brag
About how that day was the day his son had then become a man
While I bury what really happened and watch Cena vs Edge
"It's like real wrestling action"
I see two of us when push comes to shove
Will I do this for us? Will you do this for us?
I see two of us when push comes to shove
Will I do this for us? Will you do this for us?
(I need you forever, I see two)
Rather not do this without you, I'd (I can't, I can't)
Rather not do this without you, I'd (I can't, I can't)
Rather not do this without you, I'd (I can't)
Rather not do this without you, I'd
Rather not do this without you, I'd
King's cry, kings cry

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