Mommy Dearest [a eulogy]
Sterling Toles, Boldy James
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Sometimes I feel like a motherless child Get out of line and I'm gunnin' you down so stay in single file 'Fore you in the line of fire, tryna renege Like you threw a nine of diamonds Out when I led with spades And you sittin' trump tight We got hand grenades, I pull this pin It's goodnight Sleep tight, don't let the bedbugs bite Keep a razor blade or Jagged-edge butcher knife Street life - don't catch them lead slugs Strike or get struck like a match Need a light? Light you up like a lamp Lickin' shots like some cunt or a stamp With my lightning and Thunderous twin Five-seveNs Mommy, my aunties and grandma are stressin' That I need a job But I can't stop peddlin' drugs With them Drug Zone ConCreature Spartans I don't show love, I'm heartless 'Cause she don't even love me like She did when I was younger Seems to me she's showing Favoritism to my younger sibling, thinking "I wonder if he even love me" i love you I just got a fucked up way of showin' it 'Cause she don't even Askin' our mommy, "Where Daddy went?" To our daddy, "Where Mommy at?" Him tellin' me, "She ain't comin' back" Me lookin' at my four-year-old sister Tears runnin' down her poor little dimples Damn memories when it was hard For your little mans Can it be that it was all so simple then? Tellin' me that you was on your Way to come see me And left me sittin' on the porch in the rain Freezing had me feelin' like an orphan The pain stingin' And gettin' stung by a hornet ain't the same Neither it run further and way deeper Than a heartbreakin' Mind-bogglin' brain freezer Tellin' James that what I'm Never sellin' dope And when he said, "Never" That's when he let me know To never say never, because you never know And if you love someone, let 'em know 'Cause she don't even love me like She did when I was younger Seems to me she's showing Favoritism to my younger sibling, thinking "I wonder if he even love me" i love you I just got a fucked up way of showin' it 'Cause she don't even love me like She did when I was younger Suckin' on her breast just to Stop my fuckin' hunger Since I was a itty-bitty baby in her stomach I know my mother wish she got a wish She got a wish she got a Dear, dear Mommy dearest I'm dying to live so I stay strapped You tried to kill me, I died and I came back Not to mention I gotta deal White and sell crack you gotta feel me 'cause I ain't have them Racetrack cars for Christmas or a Nintendo They stole 'em from us The night 'fore Christmas The window was broken out the House we lived in On Fairfield, it was way back, I can remember When I ain't had this Pyrex pot to whip in Or no endo to smoke a ounce of A pot to piss in A window to throw it out of, now I'm shittin' With this toilet tissue roll of dollars I wipe my ass with the Grants I'm a hundred dollar dollar billin' In Detroit, we get 'em on consignment I'm tryna get it 'cause now I'm on Some other kinda type of shit That didn't kill me, now I'm stronger, mama My fears, I learned to overcome 'em Was there any particular song Of yours you remember that she really That she found super depressing? I referenced, uh, Biggie's song Where he said, you know His mama wished she had a fuckin abortion I made a hook out of that line And it was just called "Mommy Dearest" This, of course Is the Biggie track "Suicidal Thoughts" From Ready To Die that Boldy Sampled for "Mommy Dearest" unfortunately "Mommy Dearest" doesn't appear to Be anywhere online And because Boldy's out on tour He was unable to get us the track in Time for the release of this episode The song's just dark, my man Sterling Toles He produced it, and he used to always tell Me to be more personal So, the more personal I got The darker my music got And then people had to, like Bring me back to the light And started telling me like "Why don't you try to have fun And party more with your music?" So that's where we at with it now (Mhm) 'Cause she don't even love me like She did when I was younger Suckin' on her breast just to Stop my fuckin' hunger Since I was an itty-bitty baby in her stomach I know my mother wish she Got a fuckin' abortion You tried to kill me, I died, and I came
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Written by: James Jones, Sterling Toles
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