Bastard
JayDaYoungan
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(The Heroz) (Lako, you a fool for this shit) (Red Jon) oh (Heartbeatz on the track) My heart colder than Alaska Living life without a father, shit was hard I never knew I'd be a bastard In love with the street shit, I ain't wanna leave Ain't never knew I'd be a rapper Fell in love with music, I used to distribute I'm supposed to be a trapper (I'm supposed to be a trapper) Look me in my eyes, tell me what you see Pain, this shit run deep I swear, I'm so tired of this shit 'til I'm weak I ain't been able to sleep I've been so paranoid, this shit creep I just been praying the Lord give me peace I gotta keep a rod close to me Sometimes it just be hard just to eat They don't wanna see me win It's hard to keep some friends I'm tryna keep my mind focused, I'm tryna find peace again I lay down with one of my eyes open, the reaper been pulling me in Lord, forgive me for all of my sins Lord, forgive me for all of my sins Momma know I'm living reckless She sent me a message like, "Son, be safe" Going back and forth to court, I've been stressing Thank God that I won the case In the boxing ring, it's just me and depression I'm fighting this shit every day All these demons won't leave me alone Think it's better if I be alone I know 12 wanna throw me in jail I've been walking a straight line In my cell, I was stuck with no bail Living life through FaceTime Thought you fucked with me, but I can't tell All you did was waste time I'm exhausted They tend to f*ck over me often Every time I get up, I keep falling What you mean? Bitch, you know I'm still balling Get the green, like I played up in Boston Walk through the storm and it rained on me Kept it real through it all and they changed on me But don't know why they always put the blame on me Still rode for them until my tank was on E My heart colder than Alaska Living life without a father, shit was hard I never knew I'd be a bastard In love with the street shit, I ain't wanna leave Ain't never knew I'd be a rapper Fell in love with music, I used to distribute I'm supposed to be a trapper (I'm supposed to be a trapper) Look me in my eyes, tell me what you see Pain, this shit run deep I swear, I'm so tired of this shit 'til I'm weak I ain't been able to sleep I've been so paranoid, this shit creep I just been praying the Lord give me peace I gotta keep a rod close to me Sometimes it just be hard just to eat (it be hard)
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