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Josh Jacobs

Joshua Jacobs (born February 11, 1998) is an American football running back for the Las Vegas Raiders of the National Football League (NFL). He played college football at Alabama and was drafted by the Raiders in the first round of the 2019 NFL Draft. more »

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Cleaning tables and sweeping
While waiting for 12 to hit
I'm anxious and hype
Cause my favorite artist dropping new shit
Five years since his last release
And I wonder what he gon spit
Cause every time I hear him rap
Is when I start to have that itch
To get back in my bag
Been pressing pause and feeling discouraged
Numbers are going stagnant
I fear that I may not flourish
12 am, the album dropped
As I listened I start to hear
The shit he saying now
Is shit I been saying for many years
WTF
If this man is a genius, then what am I
Same concepts, same introspection
Same kinda lines
The more I think about it
I might have been way before my time
And the world take some notice
If they listened to my rhymes
Blame myself, I don't think I really put the
Time and money into marketing myself
It was the art that kept me hungry
But my business was a mess
Ain't have no trust cause I been got before
Fake promoters pimping out artists for bread, I kinda thought
That every one was shisty
Either that or cause of my ethnicity
Or color, or my style, they didn't like me
I bodied every show
And every song I wrote was Catchy
And my bars would stay on point
But how I dressed was nothing flashy
He had good kid, I had before and after
He had to pimp a butterfly
I drop I know now a couple years after
Purple skies, and the fall
My singles had em in awe
But just the people that heard em
That's what forced me to withdraw
Social media was killing me
Was doubting abilities
Questioning my career
If I should look for more stability
What good is all my talent
Speaking my truth and humility
If I don't see the spoils of the shit
I've done in this industry

Now I'm thirty-two
And the feeling I get is haunting
If I continue to chase my dream
Will the outcome be daunting
Seen men so pigeon held that they stay stuck in it while staying poor
And I refuse to be that man to have my kid sleep on the floor
Is this just a thought
Or a cognitive distortion
Is this being real
Or me being overly cautious
Is age just a number
Or a concern i create for me
Compared to other people the same age as me
Who I believe might have their life together
Worried it might be to late for me
To succeed in this game
Or if this game is really made for me
Seem like overthinking Has really served as a plague for me
Self doubt and resistance has kept me from Risk and bravery
And I don't want you to wait as long as me to see Blatantly
You maximum potential requires you to live faithfully
You got what it takes
And your excuse is an entire lie
You have the same inside you
As the people your inspired by
The work that you put in is the only thing that you control
And If you really wanna see results
It's best you let it go
The universe and god will stay in motion
What they're meant to do
Get what you put in
What you get out it is what's meant for you
I'm learning this hard way
And still don't got it down pact
But If I'm moving forward
Then that's progress and I found that
Slow mo is better then no mo
What they don't know is
What they don't see when the door closed
On your own road to recovery
It require some seclusion
Sometimes you gotta stand still
In order to keep it moving
Sometimes just staying busy
Serves a blur and an Illusion
That your doing something great
But what your doing ain't conducive
To your goal
I'm keeping it a hundred and two
I wanna learn from my mistakes
While teaching something to you
I wanna evolve as a man
And reach my maximum view
I want you love who you are
Not just the things that you do
I wanna build my faith
I wanna have my space
I wanna know my place
I wanna put some things into this world
I know it will embrace
And like my inspirations
I wanna inspire others
Believe in my inner genius
And know that I'm worthy of it for real

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